Cardboard Swords, The - Odd Dates Lyrics

Like [?] patch on a back pack [?] following the path
[?] lose sight
Of the snowy swings [?] a million things
Where I'm at, I'm still not sure but I know one thing
If you miss what we had
Then grab my hand and let's get it back
'Cause life's too short and that's a fact
And it's too fast but you already know that
And I want you to force it, just one try
And if it takes time, that's fine
You take yours, I'll take mine
And if you change your mind
You have my appartment key
Meanwhile I'll be here hooked up
To this record player [?] like an IV
Pumping the same songs in my veins
And these will get me through the bad days
And the headaches and not having 20 dollars
Am I parked on the wrong side of an odd day?
The same songs that you could play
Before you were on repeat in my head
Before you were the swing in my step
Before you came, before you left
And before all the text
And before I fucked this up
When I was just trying my best
So for now grand rapids will symbolize
Your destructive cyclical bad habits
And being so close that I could grab
And the fact that no matter how hard
You believe something should be yours
Sometimes you just can't have it

I have tried and I have failed
I have tried and I failed
I have tried

How could I
How could I love you anymore
How could I
How could I love you anymore