Blue October - For My Brother Lyrics






It would simply say everything if you would
take a pen and write my name on a friend
who never cared to let me in.

Then take a fast ravine that for
three years swimming straight upstream and the wind,
the wind will drag me down in the end.

You live inside my wall and I,
I reach back, hit your harder than God falls
Christ, Amen, Amen, Amen.
You're such a line to break and I'm,
I'm so scared to make another mistake in the end
But I just want to be happy again.

Until it all falls down,
and where does that leave me?
With things, things, I've got so many things to say
with a broken heart and a straight face
I'm saying, "brother, help me"

It's just a natural phase that I,
I go through and then it's taken away and then bam, bam, I'm fixed.
(fixed, fixed, fixed..)
And I'm in another place to be where I,
I can't sleep without the thought of me being so, so damn sick.
(I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick)

But take this song, take this song away
until it all falls down,
and where does that leave me?
With things, things, I've got so many things to say
with a broken heart and a straight face

And he says "reach for the girl,
reach for the girl and hold her close.
Believe you can shine when you're silver,
and I promise you gold. I promise you gold.
And whenever you're dark inside,
don't let go. No, don't let go.
Remember there's rain and there's candy and Christmasy winter snow.
And remember I love you the same and I'll strangle you're pain"

And he tells me to sing, and I sing,
and I sing for my brother who keeps me sane
and tells me everything will be ok.

I'm so alone
God, I'm so alone
I'm so alone
I'm alone





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  1. R.... ....

    My brother is feeling depressed.I'm lost and not sure how to help him.

    R.... ....

    Always be there for him, and support him.

    R.... ....

    @bubtheboulder I'm always there for him. But I still wish to take his pain away.

  2. C.... S....

    For my brother

  3. C.... C....

    This is the first time I have heard this song. Amazing...

  4. M.... A....

    To produce a movie scene ... lol

  5. N.... K....

    I miss you, little bro. So fucking much.

  6. K.... M....

    should be my father

  7. M.... C....

    ❤❤💯💯

  8. R.... R....

    It would simply say everything if you would
    take a pen and write my name on a friend
    who never cared to let me in.

    Then take a fast ravine that for
    three years swimming straight upstream and the wind,
    the wind will drag me down in the end.

    You live inside my wall and I,
    I reach back, hit your harder than God falls
    Christ, Amen, Amen, Amen.
    You're such a line to break and I'm,
    I'm so scared to make another mistake in the end
    But I just want to be happy again.

    Until it all falls down,
    and where does that leave me?
    With things, things, I've got so many things to say
    with a broken heart and a straight face
    I'm saying, "brother, help me"

    It's just a natural phase that I,
    I go through and then it's taken away and then bam, bam, I'm fixed.
    (fixed, fixed, fixed..)
    And I'm in another place to be where I,
    I can't sleep without the thought of me being so, so damn sick.
    (I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick)

    But take this song, take this song away
    until it all falls down,
    and where does that leave me?
    With things, things, I've got so many things to say
    with a broken heart and a straight face

    And he says "reach for the girl,
    reach for the girl and hold her close.
    Believe you can shine when you're silver,
    and I promise you gold. I promise you gold.
    And whenever you're dark inside,
    don't let go. No, don't let go.
    Remember there's rain and there's candy and Christmasy winter snow.
    And remember I love you the same and I'll strangle you're pain"

    And he tells me to sing, and I sing,
    and I sing for my brother who keeps me sane
    and tells me everything will be ok.

    I'm so alone
    God, I'm so alone
    I'm so alone
    I'm alone

  9. C.... ....

    I am in love with the final verse..
    "Remember there's rain and there's candy and Christmasy winter snow.. "
    It's the little things we hang on for..

  10. B.... N....

    This song play on my pandora the morning my brother passed away I had a feeling once I heard the part "brother help me" I got goose bumps I knew something bad has happen I was telling god "no not my brother please don't let it be my brother" 30 minutes after we receive a call saying it was my brother R.I.P Johnny I love you!😔😞

  11. M.... C....

    A concert of the mission authored by Bret Harte

    Location: p254 second paragraph

  12. M.... ....

    I'm so alone.

    M.... ....

    No you're not brother

  13. V.... D....

    7.6 years = 91.2 months = 396.54 weeks = 2,580.69 days = 66,620.177 hours = 3,997,210.63 minutes = 239,832,637.842 seconds = 239,832,637,842,789,570 and not a single nanosecond has went by without you on my mind. R.I.P, Little Brother.

  14. D.... S....

    I miss my brother he passed 7 2 15

  15. A.... L....

    I lost my brother due to a life long illness and I listen to this track daily and It's helped me cope without him for the last 18months

  16. A.... A....

    My brother killed himself about 4 months ago . This songs explains it all ... I miss him so much

    A.... A....

    Austin Ammons my bro did 6 months ago

    A.... A....

    I’m so sorry about you loosing your brother

    A.... A....

    Austin Ammons so sorry

  17. A.... S....

    I see comments where people lost their brothers. My condolences; no one should suffer such a loss.
    I listen to this for my own brothers, who despite everything I've done has stayed and still hope I'll get better.
    Thank you for being there for me my wonderful older brothers. I love you so much.

    A.... S....

    Yes, I miss my big brother a lot, I wanna ask him things all the time and I do. It's the replying part that's sketchy...

    I hope you get better too. Just try.

  18. J.... D....

    Damn, a man who is like my older brother recommended this to me, said it reminds him of me.. this song makes me remember the good days before i lost my twin brother nearly 3 years ago... to anyone who lost a brother, my deepest condolences. It is utter hell and it takes a strong person to keep on.

  19. A.... E....

    I have 9 brothers one pass on with our father but I feel like the big brother to them I love them with all I got most of them have drinking problems but one of the older bros show me this song and this is how I make him feel I love you my brother thank you for being my leader role model showing my how to be a father as ours was to us I love you

    A.... E....

    oh my name is E Yellow Hawk

  20. B.... H....

    This song, album, band... All amazing

  21. J.... M....

    my brother Justin had me listen to this song the day before he committed suicide. I listen to it every year on his final day.

    J.... M....

    Jess Mariner so sorry.

    J.... M....

    Jess Mariner
    jess ...my brother died from alcohol and pills...he was hurting...it is hard to come to grips why he gave up...I understand..sometimes the pain is to much and people do things we have a hard time understanding..he was tired of hurting and no matter how much I was there as he suffered his own hell...a hell a no matter what I did or how I was there for him he drank himself to death..it's not that he didn't love you but that was tired of hurting..it was his way of letting go...he did not mean to hurt you! He was hurting inside. They are at peace. Be strong and be there for the ones you love. They are watching over us!

    J.... M....

    Jess Mariner my brother drunk gun cleaner and took a bunch of pills in 2012 I miss him sol freakin much

    J.... M....

    Jess Mariner I’m so sorry for your loss

    J.... M....

    Very sorry for your loss. Know that your brother loved you. To show you this song, you ment everything to him.

  22. E.... W....

    this song bring me right back to the day I lost my oldest brother John at 28 can't believe it's been 8 years with out you and everyday will never be the same never thought I'd ever half to say good bye to you but at the same time I love this song it's so powerful . I was only 22 when my brother suddenly past way at 28 and I would like to say to any one who either lost there brother or has a brother or any of your family members tell them every single day that you love them and spend as much time with them cuz one day the only memories you will have of them will be going through photos of them and wishing you could just see them just one last time. it has forever changed my entire family forever and now we all come together to celebrate any holiday or his birthday or the day he left us.so we gather around his resting spot the saying on my brother's headstone says
    it's not the years in the life it's the life in the Years
    and I do apologize if I have written Way too much on here my brother John was and will always will be my best friend and my guardian angel miss you to the moon and back and beyond the stars for ever and wall ways
    ❤💖💙

    E.... W....

    Elke Wheeler Elke Wheeler No apologies are ever necessary for sharing your feelings about your brother...the good memories or the pain that’s come from his passing. My husband lost his little brother 6 years ago in a motorcycle accident, my husband was 28, his brother was 22. When you said “it has changed your entire family forever” , that is so true with our family since losing Steven. It’s like life has been divided into “before” and “after”. I’m not sure that makes sense, but being what you’ve been through you may know what I’m trying to say. I don’t know if you will see this since you posted your comment a year ago, but if you do, please know I am thinking of you and your family. I feel like siblings are the “forgotten grievers”. I’m an only child so don’t know what it’s like to have a sibling, but after having a front row seat to what my husband has experienced...the huge hole that he has in his heart and soul, and the changes I’ve seen in who he is as a person “after”, compared to “before”, is heartbreaking. Again, I’m so sorry for your loss. And now it’s my turn to apologize for talking for too long 😜

    E.... W....

    I feel ya my brother died at 22 its been 8yrs

    E.... W....

    Thank you so much I still can't believe now it's been 11 years he's been gone I live on for him every day

  23. A.... H....

    So many lyrics I can relate to...

  24. J.... B....

    R.I.P river😢😔

  25. J.... A....

    im very happy to have my little brother with me im nothing without him at my side i love you very much broski

  26. D.... S....

    hey boo boo thinking of uncle jimmy

  27. M.... B....

    Broth, I am really lucky to always could count on you and have a big broth in gold like you!!! thank you from the bottom of my heart

    M.... B....

    Moi aussi mon frère! Je n'aurais pas pu rêver avoir un meilleur frère que toi! I Love you brother!

  28. I.... ....

    What is this weird Juggalo footage

    I.... ....

    I have no idea but it will haunt me forever.

    I.... ....

    +Ishouldnthavetodothi it's from another video of Blue October. Worry List, I think. it's a visual metaphor.

  29. C.... ....

    The last song my sister dedicated to me...

  30. c.... P....

    this song for some reason makes me think about all things my sister did for me.

  31. J.... L....

    This song will be my suicide note to my two younger brothers. I usually tell them "everything will be ok", and they will be.
    Everything will be ok.
    The world isn't losing anything special.

    J.... L....

    +JoLeo B. (GambitingGamer) hey friend, I hope you're still worth us. you matter, you matter so much. If you're still in this dark place then know that you're not alone. a lot of us are here with you and we'll hold your hand through it.

    J.... L....

    please tell me if you're still alive?

    J.... L....

    It's been so long sense you wrote this. I pray to God your ok and still with us!!!! Life has a way of messing with us and making life oh so difficult to want to stick around and there's lots of pain to follow us. Even tho I don't know you, your life has so much meaning and you have to keep fighting, never never give up, never!!!! I pray that you've found peace inside your heart, soul and mind!!! If you need someone to talk to I'm here, I'm only sorry I didn't see this back then!!!

    J.... L....

    Are you okay? We still care

    J.... L....

    @Cicixx I think he may be OK https://www.facebook.com/joleo.bojorquez

  32. B.... S....

    For my brother, who passed, leaving his beautiful family behind.  An avid promoter of Blue October in Las Vegas.  

  33. l.... h....

    i lost my big brother almost two months ago he was the one i always turned to if i broke up with my gf or i lost a family member or if things were getting me down now hes gone i struggle to deal with my emotions which makes it harder as i have anxiety and i find it difficult to stay around my family and step up to being the oldest as they are all turning to me when ive lost the person i turn to when i need him the most 

    l.... h....

    Hey Liam, how are you doing?
    I hope you and your family are all okay

  34. R.... ....

    My brother has been gone 3 years. (Lost him to suicide.) I still miss him every day. And this song is just so perfect for him... 

    R.... ....

    I also lost my brother to suicide in Sept 2006 and this song has always been special for me for the same reason

    R.... ....

    I once knew a reka in Manchester

    R.... ....

    I'm so sorry. I'm 12 and lost my grandfather (who I live with) about a week ago. Life sucks bro. It's honestly the worst thing that exists. We can get through it together.

  35. A.... A....

    Praying for my brother. Hope he beats the demons that plague him.

    A.... A....

    mine too

    A.... A....

    mine too

    A.... A....

    Did he ever beat those demons?

    A.... A....

    VileDestruction, no, he didn’t. It’s a daily struggle. Hard to see someone you love slowly destroy themselves, try to fix it....only to repeat the same pattern. It’s exhausting.

    A.... A....

    Hey, how are you and your brother doing?
    I wish you all the best of luck, health, wealth, and happiness.

  36. A.... F....

    I love this song. Blue October is best 4 ewer. Love you! :-) 

  37. F.... K....

    Well, I have a step brother, he is younger than me but the bad thing is that I have.never know him only by pictures, I do not have more brothers or sisters I'm an only child because he don't want to know nothing about me or my dad... and I feel really bad because all my life I felt alone even now, I'm.married and have a baby boy but that's the one of the many things that depressed me I hope someday he decide to talk to me. :(

  38. C.... W....

    My brother has literally saved my life on more than one occasion,. Thank you O'Malley. I love you man.

    C.... W....

    You need to update me on your "thing". Hope your holidays were as best they could be, given everything...
    Love you brother!

  39. S.... V....

    i'm the oldest of four siblings, i'm 22 now, my younger bro is 21 and just got married... i'm still single (... ladies ;) ...) no but seriously my other youger bro is 16, and i have a baby sister who is 11, i would do anything for them, but i suffer with a sweet coctail of fucked up issues and moved away 5 years ago, i hadnt seen them in 3 years till my bros wedding... damn just holding them again was sweeter than the ale that was flowing... i dedicate this to all of them, yet nowhere in the UK has this on kareoke... as i would have sang it, after i did his first dance (poison-every rose has it's thorn) the brides choice.... aaanyway thats my share to strangers for this year haha

    spread the love xXx

  40. C.... P....

    Me and brother were like best friends when we were younger, then he went to Secondary school, turned into a popular kid and I was the little sister who liked rock music and didn't fit in. Recently he got a job in a magazine at 20, me 17 i'm in college, he said that he loved me for the first time since I was 7. Ten years, and I still idolize him as much as I did ten years ago :) 

    C.... P....

    i m so sorry for ur lost :(

    C.... P....

    @yasser bennis I didn't lose anything, but thank you for your concern. 

    C.... P....

    Hope you and him are close still

  41. A.... C....

    i have a brother in jail :(

  42. R.... S....

    thats gay

    R.... S....

    Renee Sandlin you. r the gayiest

  43. R.... S....

    I have one big brother but he dont care about me as much as i do him
    he dont like to talk to me and he dont care if im hurt emotionally physically or mentally but i still like this song

  44. C.... L....

    My brother died 6 months ago, and I really love this song!

  45. S.... P....

    Sounds like REM...

    ...that's a good thing...

  46. M.... Q....

    I hate my brother.

  47. I.... G....

    The fucking chills, man. The fucking chills.

  48. Z.... ....

    I disliked it cause I'm not apart of the system.

  49. J.... I....

    Awesome song!:)

  50. J.... S....

    I have four big brothers, and love them to death, I can't Imagine life without them.

  51. r.... s....

    45 y.old told pop died in V.N. when I was two. Ma lost me at seaven. Grew up a orphen. Till this past may2012. Have got used to being. Alone. Then just found out I indeed have got not one but two lil brothers and my father is still alive.I often escape in my music and just drift...O. B. Hzsdone it twice
    Brote me to tears
    .this song hjtz home big time.check out my past year youtub facebook.

  52. A.... W....

    Nice song

  53. D.... ....

    love this song <3

  54. C.... ....

    Watts The Footage Of?

  55. B.... G....

    This video is really incredible. Impressive!

  56. C.... M....

    I really loved this. Thanks