Beth Crowley - I Scare Myself Lyrics

has a serious warrior vibe and im living for it💕💕

I make all people smile and be hapy but tha I do that only becouse I know how it feel when you are broken

Angels,

Give me Excalibur

Shakreara hands the sword to the king
Turning to his darkest mare
He mounts and rides along side his Queen
She is beauty in battle
Never dislodged from the saddle
She is a warrior first
A queen second
And a lady third

My Dove,
You want the sword of justice?

Then I shall give you the sword
And bless it from the Lord
With it extract execution and judgement
With no mercy shown to the enemies of Israel
No grace offered Behemoth
No pity shown to the bloody bitch
No tears for a baby killing witch

Stand resolute baby girl
And address the children of God
VENGENCE WILL BE OURS

Roses are dead
Violets are dying
Outside, I'm smiling
Inside, I'm crying



And I'm dying...

If this ain't playing on my funeral, I ain't attending.

Etham - I Wish It Was Me (Lyrics) 😊👌

"When everything i Touch will break"
Nico Di Angelo💀

Omg this is exactly how i feel atm........im in a new amazingrelatio ship and my ex was abusive so i have ptsd and anxiety from that but in the new relationship he makes me so happy it terrfys me of what would happen if he left ....

You have to pass from emotional abuse and domestic violence to understand these song,i know ,i m a victim myself and with her songs she espress the pain we go throw,i love you Beth Crowley,and keep up with your songs,thankyou

This would be even more amazing as a metal song

Yo. That ending nearly have me a heart attack. Jesus Christ

Who else thought that was a painting or something?😂

this makes me think of like, a female villian in love with a hero, and it kind of hurts her because she feels like it couldn't ever happen

Happiness: I'm back from vacation, 6 years late- WHAT IS GOING ON?

Paranoia: MAKE THEM STOP HAPPINESS!

Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Emptiness and Numbness: Look at this Pathetic thing, she can't even control herself anymore.

Paranoia: Anxiety even turned on her! Anxiety and I were best friends..

Happiness: I-

Anxiety: You're worthless, no one cares about you, you are so ugly and useless.

Suicidal Thoughts: What if I just- *Blade appears in her hands*

Happiness: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS! Please.. stop..

Anxiety: Happiness.. you can't fix this wreck..

Happiness: What have you guys done to her..

Paranoia: *Freaks out*

Anxiety: Hey! That's my job Paranoia..

Happinsss: I'm out, I'll be back in a minimum of 3 years. Good luck with her. She's a wreck, and it's your faults.

All the emotions and Mental health problems: ..

I go through this so much, so I just put them into little stories, so people don't feel alone.. 💜

Team warren

I relate..

I call out your name. I've always wanted it.

Having depression and anxiety is like being scared and tired at the same time . It's the fear of failure. But no urge to be productive. It's wanting to have friends but hate soclizing it's wanting to be alone but not wanting to be alone. It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzing numb 💔🤕

This song reminds me of poppys lowlife song..

I scare myself is the most truthful statement anyone could admit

Is it sad that I assuciate this song with a blade i keep in a jewelary box that I never use..?

this sounds more like a person who is dependent to an unhealthy thing than a morbid lovesong.

I love and hate that book series in equal measure. Thanks for making this song in honor of it.

When everything I touch will break....

This was about God Of Destruction.. You get it?

Is that the typography of the movie "it"?

first time discovering this... how?! her voice is so beautiful!

My boo looks at me like a goddess when singing to this😂😂💕

Still listing 2020 (:

😍💓

Who i make insane???u should be thanking to Allah that i am not having sex with other girls if i would have done that how would u feel???🔥🔥🖐

I even don’t know do u slept with other guys or not to forget me but i dont do that but i will slept with someone when i will get married with but before that i can atleast makeout with other beautiful women 🖐🔥

This fits juliet perfectly

I scare myself, too...but in a different way

In what way you scare your self.

@Maria Kovaceva In a way I wish I wouldn't. But I can't help it, although I wish I could. I feel so afraid of myself. I want to pretend its okay but I know its not. Thanks for asking tho

2020 people, I’m late I know

So much true in my life

Watching on 2020 :3

more people need to hear this song....its a very important song ...and lyrics....just think about it..

This is Stuckys ship song

When your so far round the bend that u can't connect or relate to other depressed people

Love love love this song

This is what I dedicated to my soulmate wherever they maybe

Thanks for reminding me that i'm NOTHING but shattered glass

I always start with the jolly molly music & end up at the darkest ones....then it gets harder to come back, I mean damn these rhythms make me feel more saddened than l already am...😑

Omg. Your voice is beautiful!
I love yu so so muchhhhhh XD

This is a beautiful song, but when that girl lofted her head up I think I almost had a heart attack. I thought it was a bloody drawing.

I READ THAT SERIES AND I LOVE IT!! The Shatter Me series by Tahereh Mafi is one of my favorite series of all time.

"Everything I touch will break"
Army: That's Namjoon.

2019 i found this song that i should've heard a long time ago. But I'm now subscribe. ❤️

I just genuinely scare myself, my anger was fine for a while but I think I got so tired of being depressed I just got mad. My mom gets mad because of the things I say and I’m so blunt a lot, I can’t cry really. I can’t be really sad and my excessive empathy is getting lower. It started getting worse after my last visit to my therapist. So I just scare myself in general.

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

_Thanks yt for recommending me this bop_

how can you not be popular i realy love your songs it is realy helpful for me

I LOVE SHATTER ME

This song reminds me of my eating disorder ... it seems like i where the one telling all this to my eating disorder and wanting to be thin by starving myself and that scares me but i love the feeling of being empty

I’m reading the shatter me series and this describes it amazingly!

School is pressuring me and this is what I need to relax.

depressed 14 yr old girls when they discover they like their teachers

my tae tea Yall should stop that with 14 yr old girls. There are actually 14 yr old girls who need help and by writing that kind of comments you just make them believe that if they ever spoke out they will get ignored because people will think that their depression is fake or that they are to <> to have struggles with life. So, instead of saying <<14 yr old girls have fake depression>> say <<14 yr old girl, are you okay, do you need to talk?>>

That's my opinion
Have a good day/nigh

@Do it for Johnny lmfao okay

@my tae tea Have some God damn respect. More respect than you have when you say "MY Tae tea" He´s no ones. He is his own person! And depression isn't something to laugh about>:(

@BTS A.R.M.Y it's just a name, look at u getting all triggered from a name. Fuck off my tip.

I need an EDM version of this.. Please someone make a remix.. It's beautiful..

How to add it in my playlist

the song goes with the shatter me series

love addiction co dependency

reasonable song shitty comments from a bunch kids who are just trying for likes. Not a come back to kinda thing, vibes meh it feels forced commercial clean. Just not for me.

Y is it so difficult at time to love the only person i am suppose to love...myself..

I definetly got scared when that girl moved

How i feel now

I got over my ex or so I thought I mean I was the one to dump her but we couldn't be together coz of our mental health she got a bit better and when out with someone else and I'm so jealous we r still best friends she knows I still like her but we don't really talk bout it how do I get over her

xxpenguing vlogsxx you won t
you will be hurt,because u love someone who doesnt love you back. that s life,get used to it

This sounds like my Oc From invader zim his name is Zam 0-0

Is she related to Anthony J Crowley

Am.i the only one that can see and litterally hear jade west from victorious in this

I probably interpreted this very oddly but this really relates to me lol. I started dating this guy who i at first thought wasnt gonna last but then he revealed that he suffered with all the same fears i do (or a lot of them) aswell as issues. So hearing this kinda just makes me think that its about a girl who’s suffered through stuff, is seen as insane for acting a little bit different due to it although none took the time to know except that one person who understands her and feels the same. 😊

I've been through hell and back. I'm not hiding anymore. Do u want me back?

Τhats a replay button 0:00



Thank me later guys

That last part scared me cuz I was singing along then- ah well to the ones not finished the video you'll see be warned

I even read a comment that gave me a heads up and still crapped myself at 3:52

I once would've crawled through hell and have had done anything... Nearly, nearly anything for you once.. Yea that wasn't much I wouldn't have done for you... Oh bit that Was Then and This Is Now!

And I'm so much better off now than I ever was with you ans now I'd never do any of that for you anymore..

Now there's someone else who is far more deserving of my love and what I would for and because of that pure hearted love I hold for them.

My situation when my bf left me for someone else 😔

Anyone watching December 2019?
Edit: 2020? Lol I have been listening to this since it came out

@Maisie Moby agree you song is amazing but I feel sad 💔

@Honey Honey welcome to the club 🤗 no one who listens to this type of music isn't deppresed af

@Maisie Moby yeah,, Thank to welcome me... music only full my loneliness

@Honey Honey if we r lonely together then we are not lonely anymore ❤️

@Maisie Moby yes ... That's true na😊😊

i found her first from the "mortal instruments: city of bones". warrior is an amazing song 🥺.

It was a while i listen a mindblowing song....i lost my self with this song..

WELL JUST FOUND OUT SHE HAS A CHANNEL AND UM WELL SHE'S BASICALLY MY CHILDHOOD BECAUSE OF THE MORTAL INSTRUMENT'S SOUNDTRACK ADKSLSLQL

Everything I touch will break...
ARMY: that's Namjoon.....

I LITERALLY HAVENT LISTENED TO THIS IN SO LONG WTF

Beautiful voice

"....loving you is my escape...."
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#TunezSpinnin

The only thing that is scary is the girl in the video 😂

i cried

I like anything with a good cello in it.

this songs match the story of Shatter me series..

When I read the beginning that is based on the book Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi, I realized that I own this book and forgot that I had it for quite a while, I need to back to reading this book :)

I just finished reading Shatter Me a few minutes ago so I had to finally listen to this, and it’s amazing 😍

I wish you had come with him. But I do not know why he acted mental. I do not know why he spoke in Spanish and acted as if he is sick.

Me to Death...

I know I'm late as I fell in love with that song the day it was released, which means a long time ago, but I just came back to it after quite a long time and I must say I still love it so so much. That's how you know a song is great. When love lasts.
Anyway, the lyrics are so deep and honest, but I admire most is the work done to create this catchy mysterious and dark atmosphere, with the orchestration, the video, your (mesmerizing ) voice and even the moments of suspended silence.
This is in my opinion, your masterpiece.
Plus, it's a real gold mine for writers and fangirls/boys... That propulse us directly in the universe or the mind of a fascinating tortured character...

Love you Beth, go on! You're amazing, unique! The best of them all! Your music is a word of love to books and music!! 📚🎶😉

i know what you need from me!!!

youll never break me

I want to run away to feel something

who else would love to hear a song based on the Red Queen Series

There is one. It's called Red

Gurl I love that book series!!! I is amazing!! Juliette is amazing and tbh I would want her power lol 😅

I'm surprised I haven't broken the replay button lol.

i'm speechless. this song, the lyrics, are absolutely gorgeous. her voice is literally perfect. ahh.