Beth Crowley - I Am Not Nothing Lyrics






No one ever made me feel as small as you did
No one made me feel as cursed
I'd lie awake in bed just staring at the ceiling
Wondering if things would get worse

I was trapped under your thumb
Believing when you called it love

But I will forgive myself
And start to let it go
Accept that who you chose to be
Was out of my control
And though it might be hard
To begin again
I'll write myself a brand new story
With a happy end
I survived
So tonight
I am taking back my life
And I'll show you
That I am not nothing

I kept my head above the water
'Til the moment when all the elements aligned
And I could fly away to heal my broken spirit
And leave my demons far behind
You always said that I was weak
But the bravest thing I did was leave

So I will forgive myself
And start to let it go
Accept that who you chose to be
Was out of my control
And though it might be hard
To begin again
I'll write myself a brand new story
With a happy end
I survived
So tonight
I am taking back my life
And I'll show you
That I am not nothing

Looking up at the sky
I think I see the start of a sunrise

And I will forgive myself
And start to let it go
Accept that who you chose to be
Was out of my control
And though it might be hard
To begin again
I'll write myself a brand new story
With a happy end
I survived
So tonight
I am taking back my life
And I'll show you
That I am not nothing
I'll show you
That I am not nothing





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  1. C.... R....

    ❤️😪

  2. e.... k....

    Me. My life. And everyone but me saw it. Now i am healing. God is guiding me every step of the way. I am thankful!

  3. M.... H....

    The more I listen to this song, the more I love it--and I listen to it a lot.

  4. G.... B....

    My life is mine to control. I’ll never disappoint anyone who told me don’t go back because he never cared nor did he eve love me. The only thing I hate is lost time. When I could have been with someone who really cares and loves me. I pray he finds me. And if he doesn’t I just know I’m always going to ok. God has remove the man that fake it for himself only to be selfish. I will survive and I will make it again.

  5. G.... B....

    This is so amazing, I love all of yours songs!

  6. R.... S....

    My father disowned me, my brother has been abusive for 3 years, and I’m going through bullying again. This song really spoke to me. I have an amazing loving boyfriend and spectacular friends.

  7. S.... R....

    Bro this song is a insperation

  8. M.... H....

    I just found this song and it falls exactly in the right moment of my life. I've struggled with depression for a while. Partly cuz oc my past. Partly also with worries about my looks and all. I've worked with psyciatrists and they helped me with the mental stuff and now i've battled my body (as in i've had an gestric bypass to help me lose weight) and now the weight loss is slowing i feel myself struggle in my head again. My singing coach wants me to put my feelings in songs cuz im not so good at speaking for myself so i speak through what others have wrote and what i can connect to. And this song describes my state now. Only where some would say this to others who abused them or something. I would sing this in the mirror to myself. Just wanted to share. Thank you for this song 💜

  9. D.... B....

    We are good enough you guys ❤

  10. T.... D....

    Great song! ♥️♥️

  11. M.... W....

    I'm listening to this in the midst of a bad marriage. My husband constantly lies, has been caught talking to other girls and recently I suspect it became more than than just talking. And hes always made me feel like I was wrong for being upset. Or make me think I was crazy, and try to turn it around on me. Hes made me wonder what was wrong with me that he needed to go elsewhere... and when I ask him why he never has a reason. He just does what he wants with no thought on the consequences.

  12. J.... E....

    I had family issues a year ago, and music helped me but changing by yourself is harder than doing with somebody. However, I may not be the favorite child but I was there along

  13. I.... S....

    “You always said that I was weak, but the bravest thing I did was leave”

    My favorite line it really relates to me

  14. E.... C....

    💙🤍💙🤍💙

  15. E.... S....

    More like I'll show me, that I'm not nothing.

  16. E.... S....

    "You always said that I was weak but the bravest thing I did was leave "

  17. K.... S....

    🇧🇩🇧🇩🇧🇩🇧🇩

  18. n.... T....

    it was love but he ran scarred and he blamed me when he knew it wasn't deep in his heart he knew he walked and never called when he gave me no way of call him and he ghosted me and I still tired I still hoped but if you blame me that's ok you can blame me if it makes you feel better you lost real love I loved you with my whole heart i would have never hurt you I would have lifted you up held you when you were stressed and helped you when you needed help always had your back but you threw away for what for your useless ex well I wish you happniess

  19. T.... C....

    To Norma Gwinn. You shattered my heart.

  20. R.... ....

    I am done being manipulated into thinking I am less than, that only medication will "fix" me. I may be broken but not in the way they think. My scars do not define me but instead bring out my true beauty.
    I am a broken pot but every fissure is lined with gold. I am beautiful. I am highly intelligent. I am generous. I am honest. And above all else I am selflessly kind. I will not allow them to twist and distort my views of the world or myself. I will fight the falsehoods one by one if I have to.

  21. K.... G....

    Imagine if it could be possible without this , FREEDOM !
    I included music and this is what happened , words of wisdom never include it . Excuses never existed .... ahaha
    There’s me saying fuck it up together jk fuck it up by myself 😂😂😂 goodbye to the love that never existed , goodbye to the love that didn’t want to try
    Goodbye to every promise we where ever made , may as well get wishing everyone
    More hope of believing in miracles than this

  22. C.... W....

    This song is just...




    Absolutely beautiful.

  23. C.... A....

    I've been hurting for too long for an ex who never loved me and won't give me closure. It's time I forgive myself for his mistakes and mine. So glad I found this song :)

  24. j.... P....

    Right now I feel like I am nothing but worthless
    I am tried of everything and dealing with a toxic Parent my father was never around when I was growing up so

  25. S.... S....

    Thank u for such a beautiful song. It describes me of how my depression, the DEMON inside me all the time says how useless and makes me guilty for everything I do . And sometimes it makes me feel like I am willingly pretending to have depression for hiding my faults.. But thank u for such a beautiful lyrics of how it makes me to forgive myself and show my demon that I'm not nothing...

  26. m.... l....

    Shout out to myEX narcissist husband. You tryed to distroy me. Lol.. got news for you.. You didn't. I just got stronger..i am a SURVIVOR. Yea babee. Fk you.

    m.... l....

    My step dad is a narcissist and low-key mentally and physically abused me and my mom but not my half sister, just this past year my mom got a divorce but he continuously causes me to feel like nothing and it hurts cause I don't know how to let him go, he is the only father figure I've ever had even if he treated me horribly I still love him because he (in my eyes) Is my dad

  27. d.... h....

    I will not be broken!

  28. t.... ....

    "i survived so tonight i am taking back my life... and i'll show you that i am not nothing." i will not let him control me any longer or have any influence on my future. this song fills me with such strength. thank you.

  29. A.... C....

    I know this song is about domestic violence but while listening it reminded me of when I went through anorexia. And because it takes so much from you. When I recovered I had to take back my life. And the abuser is the voice of my eating disorder.

  30. S.... A....

    Yes, I broke the chains. It's time to let go and start a new chapter in my life.

  31. A.... M....

    Great song to hear after a divorce

  32. H.... ....

    You are a strong lyricist. Strong words that hit a chord with so many. That’s a talent 👍 Good job

  33. A.... M....

    Celeana in Heir of Fire

  34. S.... m....

    Long story short i lived in fear,doubt,and in prison with a very toxic person that I had once let make me feel inadequate and weak, and still believed he loved me even through the bearings the tears and the fear he had scared me with. Then through many prayers did God let trial come my way. I lost everything. Jobs,friends,my home,my children,my sanity, and my life. Homeless and without hope came a friend who traveled and conquered many waves helped me with comfort,peace,patience,and wisdom. I have started to look up instead of down. I found myself and began loving me for myself. I can never thank Jesus enough for that friend in which was brought into my life, and i will for ever have this person in my heart...so thank you, and you know who you are!

  35. A.... C....

    I was physically assaulted when I was in my high school. And then after two years I dared to fall in love and got myself broken. Once again. I almost gave up on my life. But then I came across your songs. And trust me, they changed my life. Your songs changed my life. Now I am happy. With the guy of my dreams. Thank you. For writing such amazing songs♥♥♥♥

    A.... C....

    And your so amazing so glad you found the right person

  36. t.... M....

    The song is beautiful.

  37. t.... M....

    Living in this concrete jungle is killing us mentally,smart phones thou.

    t.... M....

    Yeah definitely not what this song is about but ok?

  38. A.... ,....

    Ok best of luck my best wishes is with you 🖐🔥

  39. R.... G....

    I'm going to tell you in my language: Que bonito cantas!!!! Muy bonito!!!! And also the music everything!!!

  40. L.... P....

    Its so an amazing Song

  41. p.... v....

    This son bbn really speaks to me my dad is emotionally and spiritually abusive so I believed that god condoned this but I decided to leave I'm not gone yet but I will be soon I still struggle with thinking that god is okay with this that I am just property or I'm evil because I can't except it happily but I try not to let those thoughts take over.

  42. i.... b....

    _ what's your goals for 2020?
    _ I'll write my self a brand new story with a happy end :)

  43. 1.... ....

    Yes, LIFE is hard sometimes. LIFE is about living and learning, not dwelling on things. Those that abuse others can't overcome their past and/or what they are going through. When you experience anything unpleasant, learn from it. You will never forget it, but you can overcome it and make your life better. LOVE starts with yourself, and you can work your way as much as you can or as little as you can. Be understanding and don't be so hard on yourself! Don't ever give up on yourself! Wishing everyone all the best!

  44. c.... M....

    I’m not nothing .... I’m a mistake 💔 goodbye world

    c.... M....

    chay Moerlie you are not nothing. you are worth everything. always remember that you are anything but nothing. you are everything. every single person on this earth deserves to be here, which includes you. i believe that you will get through it. i believe in you, don’t give up.

  45. A.... M....

    “You always said that I was weak but the bravest thing I did was leave” -your daughter who try’s so hard to please you❤️

  46. P.... h....

    The place where i feel like i'm nothing is school.
    People don't bully me very often.
    They just ignore me.
    Nobody really notices me...
    But they have also found out that i'm lesbian and now they laugh at me and judge me because of that.
    It hurts.
    Why i can't be who i am?
    Why do they have to judge me?
    It hurts so much💔

    P.... h....

    I am so incredibly sorry to hear that. If this continues, or has been going on for a while now. The only advice I have is for you to talk to someone you trust or a therapist, you can even talk to me. Just remember that you're not alone, people care about you, you're loved, you're worth it, you do matter, and we're here for you. If you don't believe me, know that I care, I'm here for you, and I love you 💓 the same goes for anyone else reading this

    P.... h....

    @Rose 1235 thank you❤

    P.... h....

    @Perfect heart btw, I support your sexuality. I have been considering whether or not I'm asexual, but I haven't told anyone yet. It's not that I'm ashamed, I'm just not sure. But I hope something wonderful happens to you soon 💞

  47. U.... T....

    OMG.!so relatable of this song.. I like it

  48. K.... G....

    My home isn't the best calming place I'll tell ya that. But my best and closest friend showed me how to truly smile again and helped me escape the darkness of my mind and life, kudos to my friend.

  49. S.... B....

    Oh my gosh! This is one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard?

  50. J.... H....

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Yes I survived ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🌹

  51. C.... L....

    I like to be by myself, I'm tired of helping peoples that they don't care about me. So I move on by myself and I'm very happy. Now everythings so peaceful. This is how I like my life to be .

  52. A.... G....

    Ive done alot of wrong while on drugs. I put the woman i love through hell i fought my ass off to get better i could not do it alone she went through hell to help me. Now im here as the real me and all i can do is pray for the chance to give back all that love .. most people give up i just pray she didnt our love is what got me through and im greatful

  53. M.... ....

    Wow being in a domestic abusive relationship for 5 years this hit me hard even some of those lyrics i wrote but could never put it together into a song absolutely love this.

  54. M.... L....

    Personality disorder or mental illness is real. Stop the stigma people.They suffers through their problems and illness and disorders in addition to others stigma on them.Help them to get treatment,support their roads to recovery. It's darm hard.Sometimes they don't choose to be in that's states or situations.Make a stop to stigmatize them. End the sufferings

  55. M.... L....

    Forgive the peoples who hurt you from the past. May be they are having personality disorder or mental illness.Who they choose to be and had to be is beyond your control. It may be who they really are or it's their personality disorder problem

  56. C.... L....

    Wahahahaha I like online cuz it's connected to Facebook. Everybody likes stories with happy endings. I think if the story comes with liar characters than there's no happy ending 😂

  57. S.... R....

    I get this. "The bravest thing I did was leave" was where it hit for me. Cause I got so fed up in my situation, my family became my dear instead of my home. I packed it all up and walked out. I finally found a place a few months ago and I'm doing really well and I finally feel like I can breathe.

  58. M.... F....

    Your voice is gorgeous

  59. m.... d....

    My life after had been throw away by her own bf. He found someone else. I'm dying

  60. M.... M....

    Anyone still watching on December 2019?

  61. S.... T....

    Thank you. God bless you both

  62. J.... K....

    I can relate to this song :( because when his mad he forget that he loves me he always makes me feel that I'm the worst person on earth.. Like he makes me feel worthless... He downgraded me... I never did that I never say anything to downgrade his self... But I always pray that he would have a happy life even he did this to me...

  63. I.... K....

    There's this guy I love with my heart but I need to let him go for it's as if we are not meant to be. I need to focus on my studies first but sincerely it's hard letting him and all the memories go. May God In Heaven make a way for me

  64. S.... D....

    Immediately my husband comes to mind

  65. C.... L....

    If I'm happy now than that's how's the end. 😆

  66. C.... L....

    Wow what a song thanks 😆

  67. M.... G....

    I am not nothing! From now on my life only gets better. Because I deserve to live and enjoy life surrounded by people who are good to me.

  68. M.... M....

    "I survived."

  69. D.... L....

    I'll write myself a new whole story with an happy end 😘

  70. #.... D....

    This song hits hard 😔

  71. B.... H....

    This broke me down to tears and hit home pretty hard trying so hard to forgive myself .thank you for sharing i really needed this.

  72. {.... s....

    Your song very help me i had an depresion becouse i feel like nothing but now im fighting again thanks to you

  73. C.... M....

    Prove the blame can leave & people can move forward with new blessings

  74. L.... S....

    I hate how things have turned out. It kills me. But I am strong because a strong woman raised me and I will continue to do whatever is necessary to move on from the nightmares and make a better life for my children. They miss their father, talk about him regularly but for now it's best for everyone to do this on my own.

  75. L.... J....

    I always listen to this song when i'm hurt by my bf, no matter how worse iam, i have a heart, friends and family who accept me for who iam.... So i will forgive myself cause i'm not Nothing.

  76. K.... R....

    I'm an aspiring author, and it's honestly I'd love for someone to write a song like this for my novel <3 it's so beautiful. I love your work

  77. R.... M....

    It’s amazing to me, that at my age, I still don’t really know how to let go of a father who abandoned me, a mother that said she loved me, but cut me with her words everyday, a step father that should be in jail for his version of what he called love and a step mother who was so jealous she put me down every chance she got. How do you let that go? Because I’ve been trying my whole life, and I’ve found it makes me not trust anyone, even the people that I know Love me, in my head, I always have the same thoughts, what if they don’t really love me, what if they are just lying, and how far will I push, before I’ve pushed them all away. Just because you grow up, become parent a grandparent, doesn’t mean that the scars from your past ever truly leave. But I’ve been fighting my whole life to get out from under this, and for most, it’s the hardest thing they will ever do, and like me, The pain will probably never stop, until I have. Life is hard for everyone, and I’m not the only one who has found it difficult to get up off the ground. But I will keep trying, as long as I can, and hope that in the meantime I don’t push away the few people that I know deep down Love me for me, scars and all. Thank You Beth for such a beautiful song, because I know I’m not nothing, I just wish I knew how to feel that way more often than not 🥺🥺🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  78. C.... ....

    No matter your age, resilience, life experience or decisions you've made, nothing can prepare you for the hurt, anger and confusion of being meaningless to someone you love that's also supposed to love you in return. To anyone struggling for answers, wondering what you've done or what you can do, stop! You are enough and deserve to be loved.

  79. L.... N....

    This song means alot to me...

  80. Q.... B....

    Back in February of 2019 when I thought I knew what this song meant, it didn't mean nearly a third of what it means now, back in April I was abused by my bf for 4 weeks, and then I got Into a really really good strong relationship for bout a month in June, but threw it away in July due to life complications, and I ended up falling into another abusive and toxic relationship, so it is really hard to forgive myself, but I'm gonna do it because God has already forgiven me!!

  81. E.... C....

    My relationship with my dad...

  82. G.... :....

    It's crap that there is people out there that abuse there kids, I see the damage, it hurts to watch my friend break, but she won't give me her address so I can call CPS. Parents like that deserve a lot of time in prison.

  83. A.... 1....

    When you realize all the lies ppl told you and you told yourself. <333❤

  84. B.... A....

    I know this song is meant for a different book but I can't help but get jace and valentine vibes from the shadowhunter chronicles-the mortal instruments and valentine and Jocelyn

  85. G.... S....

    💔😓😥

  86. A.... K....

    This song give positive feeling to everyone.

  87. N.... ....

    Whoever told Beth she can't hit high notes CLEARLY hasn't listened to this song and Warrior. Tearing up this is so beautiful. -,-

  88. C.... B....

    I absolutely love ALL your songs. Keep singing.

  89. J.... M....

    completely broken. never thought id hear the hurtfull words but its ok im gonna change my life just for me because of my goals. im scarred for life. the one i trusted with my life. i thought we was perfect. i just hope things get better from here. there gonna be the way they was meant to be. maybe i am crazy but is it so hard to want to be that close with someone actually be happy. and dreaming he feels same i guess idk i can wish right?

  90. D.... S....

    I can relate to this so much I am in an abusive relationship with a friend

  91. E.... V....

    "...accept that who you chose to be was out of my control..."
    ---<---<--@
    #LYRXLUVR

  92. C.... B....

    This song truly helped me when both sons after their father died, they blamed me and wanted to put me in a nursing home, this song gave me strength, give me a break, I am only 65. Kids nowadays. So I cut them out of my will and donating to a worth charity, not to them.

  93. T.... 4....

    This is giving me Tangled vibes

  94. D.... M....

    I am not not nothing. And calling me names like you did doesn't make it true.

  95. D.... S....

    Y this song...?

  96. D.... A....

    Tbh I actually have a pretty good life- :3... Well besides losing all my friends then being told they were talking shit about me... And my mom died..... And me and my dad always fight.. Um... Yea- and fuck you Julie Sammi Jada and Izzy! I hate you guys-