Baker, Julien - Even Lyrics






When is it too many times
To tell you that I think of you every night
I don't want to make it hard on you
So I could be cruel
Yeah I could make you hate me
Would that make it easy

Did you think I forgot
The fireworks, the black eye
Trading blows on the fourth of July
But you were right, I was asking for it
I always am, it's no good
If the pain doesn't make you feel like you earned it
And I probably deserved it

'Cause all you ever say is
"What's the point; is anybody there to help me now"
It's not that I think I'm good
I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out

Isn't that what you want
For me to be miserable like you
Well brother, you're about to get your wish
Putting my fist through the plaster in the bathroom of a motel six
I must have pictured it all a thousand times
I swear to God I think I'm gonna die
I know you were right
I can't be fixed, so help me

'Cause all you ever say is
"What's the point; is anybody there to help me now"
It's not that I think I'm good
I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out





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  1. A.... R....

    I love Julien so much. She’s helped me through the toughest times, the “week of tears” as I call it especially. She made my life better. I’m so glad my dad played “Everything To Help You Sleep” In the car on our way back from my aunt’s house. I’m so glad I turned on “Turn Out The Lights” one day. I’m so glad. This song is so powerful, all of her songs are extremely powerful, and oh god if i could thank her a million times i would. These songs made me feel like I wasn’t alone.

  2. J.... K....

    even is so underrated

  3. N.... L....

    Here's a comment: To my mind, among the most relevant lyrics I've ever heard are: "It's no good if the pain doesn't make you feel like you earned it."

    N.... L....

    Nick Lynchard same. That’s what really drew me to this song. I always have that one lyric or one chord that strikes me and that’s what draws me to the song. Idk, I’m weird.

    N.... L....

    for me it's "I'm tired of washing my hands, God I wanna go home" and then on the next album "I take it all back, I change my mind. I wanted to stay"

  4. F.... ....

    375 views and no comments? What a travesty.