Aviators - Heaven Knows Lyrics






I've been surviving since the day you left our home
I've never blamed you but at times I feel alone
This lonely bad dream
Isn't a nightmare
You made me stronger
You helped me get here
And I'm moving on beyond the memories

But I could never fall apart
I'm stronger with a broken heart
And I guess I don't mind being alone anyway
But now we're down here missing you
I'm surrounded by all but two
Heaven knows it hurts a little more every day

I know the world is just a cruel place to be
But a lifetime later you still feel so close to me
I'm not soldier
But I'm a fighter
With every whisper
My burden's lighter
But it'll never disappear

Without you I'm feeling lost
I know you're gone, so what's the cost
Of feeling whole again somehow
It's all to much to figure out
Did it leave scar when you ripped away
My longing burden I can't explain
Did you make me bleed when fate cut you out
You left me here in a cage of doubt





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  1. G.... ....

    Heaven knows I'm miserable now 🎵

  2. S.... ....

    ...His World - Sonic the Hedgehog?

  3. M.... G....

    old song now, but super good! I still don't understand how you manage to make so few synths fill so many frequencies. is it possible that I can have a copy of these vocals?

  4. J.... C....

    I feel bad for applejack and if she was real I will give her a hug because I feel the pain she feels I lost mine just over 7 years ago and now I can't turn on my computer and tall all my sub's why I was never uploading any video's and I feel sorry for anyone who lost some one they love a lot and many of you way of forgotten yo lost so one but for the ones that didn't good luck I don't need any because I never had any good luck and I hope you all the best of luck over and out

  5. T.... R....

    I thought Aviators only made songs for FNAF

  6. J.... B....

    Why am I so attracted to a song about an orphan reminiscing about her parents?

  7. h.... m....

    After watching the new episode, this song is much more meaningful. :/

  8. B.... W....

    Just watched the Apples and Pears episode and had to listen to this. The feels are more severe now.

  9. S.... W....

    Three years later, long after my bony phase ended.. I decided to come back to all the fan dom songs I loved. I will always love this song.. its just as good as I remember.

  10. L.... T....

    Amazing song. Kinda reminds me early Editors.

  11. L.... W....

    That was really good.

  12. F.... R....

    it so cool

  13. B.... ....

    I am also in the void. For a little while.

  14. w.... L....

    I just lost a friend today. I went to the what to watch page and found this and friendship. ironic huh?

  15. L.... C....

    Could you link the instrumental? +Aviators

  16. L.... C....

    Damn this is so amazing and perfect!!!! aviator you are incredible and so inspirational!! thank you so much for this awesome song!!

  17. L.... L....

    Ok I thought mlp was a cute KIDS show! But peeps are just making creepy! Kids are going to see this soon i mean i still love the song and you as well but I mean wow peeps

  18. G.... G....

    oh my gosh oh my gosh I love this song

  19. J.... M....

    Realmente sensacional (creo que lo escribi mal XD)

  20. B.... ....

    I'm happy you are few of the remaining brony singers on youtube.... I mean, you still made an MLP song, even after you made FNAF songs... Most bronies who made FNAF songs never did another brony video.. So I say, good luck on keeping the light of friendship alive, as, even if FNAF is a really good game, later on, it brings nothing but sadness... So yeah, may Luna take care over your dreams... and Nightmares as well!

  21. l.... ....

    Henning -A- knows it hurts

  22. D.... ....

    I used to listen to all your songs as soon as they came out, but after about the time you uploaded "Snowblind" I sorta stopped checking, and I haven't been on your channel in months. Now, I came back for a trip down memory lane, and realized you're better than I remember :)

  23. A.... A....

    FINALLY!!! SOMEONE SAW THE MASSIVE CLUES!!!

  24. L.... ....

    I hate feeling! Dang this song...
    (Wow that sounds really depressing)

  25. D.... M....

    I read the fimfiction and i dont know wo are "but two"! Granny Smith and..???

  26. Q.... ....

    I myself have lost my closest friend and my big brother, neither of them deserved to die so young.... My friend would have been 10 in a few months, and my brother was 17. I had just gotten over my friend's death when my brother committed suicide, since he had no other choice. I won't explain why, because it really hurts. But thank you Aviators for this amazing song, it really helps.

  27. E.... D....

    New song black holes 2 is a great song not bad

  28. D.... ....

    Can anyone suggest me Aviators MLP songs that are less slow-paced? I've been going through his music and can't find much. Could use your help, Thanks!

  29. S.... ....

    Reminds me of Poets of the Fall!

  30. L.... A....

    I WANT TO LIKE THIS 1,000 TIMES

  31. *.... ....

    Soooooo... NOW will you upload Invincible? :P

    *.... ....

    That track is old as balls tho. D:

    *.... ....

    This one's pretty old too. And there's no way he'll upload Invincible, I asked him on stream and he said he wouldn't since he reaaaally hates it.

    *.... ....

    @*OuTbREaK* This one's 5 months old, Invincible almost 3 years.
    And it's not surprising he can't stand it. The entire EP was created in about 4 days, so of course some of the songs on it ended up being generic B-Sides most people don't even care about.
    Shouldn't stop you from liking it though. :P

    *.... ....

    @Henning A Woah, didn't realize Cake was that old. And yeah, I'm pretty much the only person who thinks that Invincible and Home are some of Avi's greatest songs.

    *.... ....

    @*OuTbREaK*
     Not at all. I still think Home is pretty amazing, and probably one of his best songs from 2012.
    And about the other one... I think we all have at least one song that most people wouldn't consider a masterpiece. xD

  32. D.... H....

    An MLP song with the subject of AJ and her parents?

    STOP THE PRESS!

    D.... H....

    GO GIT SUM

    D.... H....

    @Darude Her Right In The Sandstorm™ GITS CHOCLAT MIEN PLS

    D.... H....

    @Darude Her Right In The Sandstorm™ NU GT UR OWN HERSHEYS

  33. S.... ....

    "Heaven" is the name of my dog.. She knows *epic horn*

  34. S.... ....

    Instrumental Please ;-]

  35. N.... ....

    People are always going on about how music from popular artists is "ZOMG so deepz" when Aviators outdoes these artists by interstellar magnitudes.
    Let the feels flow through you when you listen to this song.

  36. T.... ....

    Better than Tanks for the Memories. Bought. Awesome song Aviators.

  37. S.... M....

    I can consider myself lucky,i have never felt the pain of losing someone,but it still made my eyes get watery.
    Youre the best,please dont change

  38. R.... R....

    As always fantastic music, Aviators! I simply love your music. You never fail to impress.

  39. S.... M....

    I would buy if I had money ...
    but I have no money TT_TT

  40. K.... W....

    So much FEELS! I love it

  41. E.... ....

    #Crying_on_the_Inside

  42. B.... -....

    the day of my life ahhh yes..

  43. v.... n....


    So beutiful ;(

  44. F.... ....

    YES YES YES YES YES YES This is my favorite song on teh album

  45. C.... M....

    double right click on video (without moving mouse) click loop.

  46. S.... Z....

    pffft screw bandcamp Spootify is the shit

  47. D.... ....

    Can I get an instrumental for this song.

  48. R.... V....

    Wow, just wow

  49. D.... ....

    Applejack's made of some tough stuff, but everyone has their moments. "Applejack cries on the inside, Twilight." Great song to keep us going Aviators.

  50. T.... ....

    I like the slow beginning, but when it sped up was what sold me.

  51. R.... D....

    I miss your MLP song days!  Think you might make some new MLP mixes again? You are definitely a great composer, one of the best I've ever heard.

  52. c.... ....

    The words of the song is exactly how i felt in the past and now.All my friends and the people i love and cared in the past and now because of me.I had lived with a broken heart all life.My broken heart helps me become stronger and fight against my enemies and the bullys in the past and now.You inspire me Aviators.The reason why is because your songs remind of me and my life.I hope you become successful and famous in the future because you deserve it.Keep up the good work! ~Carebearcave

  53. a.... ....

    I thought it was related to Applejack when I heard it on Building Better Worlds (amazing album as a whole btw)

  54. d.... ....

    Not bad eh? I like it.

  55. t.... -....

    I was wondering what the song was about when I first listened to it on the album. It really is one of the more powerful ones that I have listened to quite a lot. <3 I'd just like to say that this song means a lot to me in my heart alongside a many others that were in the album. It's really difficult to say which one is the best, so I might as well say that the entire album was just amazingly put-together all in itself.

  56. T.... G....

    Another brilliant and amazing masterpiece, keep it up (^..^)/)

  57. b.... ....

    Hey Aviators may we have an instrumental with lyrics please

  58. M.... ....

    Man, I know the song from the album, but it still catches me. Brilliant work!

  59. C.... G....

    Question: Do you work alone or is Aviators a team of friends?
    I have been wondering about that for quite a while :D
    ヽ(๑◠ܫ◠๑)ノ

    C.... G....

    Aviators is only one person (Tyler). He writes, composes and produces pretty much everything you hear on this channel on his own.
    ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ノ

    C.... G....

    @Henning A Thank you for telling me :D
    Now i know :)

  60. S.... ....

    AWESOME

  61. S.... ....

    FEELS AGAIN.

  62. B.... P....

    The feels man, I don't often get them but this song managed to do it.

  63. G.... F....

    It's one of my most favorite songs from "Building Better Worlds" album.  I haven't suspected it to be about AJ's parents though. :D

  64. S.... P....

    I liked that song very much (both this version and, especially, Rock edit) even without knowing that it is about Applejack. Since I'm a big fan of this cute orange cartoon horse, song is one bit better now for me.

    Thanks, Avi, keep on doing a great job.

  65. D.... ....

    Honestly, i love you guys (or guy, sorta new to you), your the most consistent artist that is part of the brony fandom. i know it isnt all about ponies, and i respect that, but i thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Keep it strong.

  66. M.... ....

    Epic song and lyrics!! >.< It's really powerful. I'm usually not much into lyrics but I just had to read them for this song, and I certainly don't regret doing that :) They're really awesome, and deep.
    Great work, and I'm so looking forward to that ton of new music! ^.^

  67. G.... ....

    I´ll admit that I did not expect this musical style for this topic, but I love it. Great job!

  68. y.... a....

    😢😭😭😭😭😭


  69. T.... ....

    Awesome song as always. despite it being sad it sounds not really as such, but its nice to hear and the lyrics show what its all about. Keep it up :)

  70. �.... ....

    Some of Aviators songs keep bringing tears to my eyes and this was a wonderful one, keep up the excellent work :D

  71. A.... ....

    New fave aviators song. Sounds amazing, great job!

    A.... ....

    @Twilight Sparkle Also listened to this like 20 times in a row

    A.... ....

    @Twilight Sparkle I usually do that with new songs aswell, especially be him! :P :)

  72. L.... ....

    I have to say this is one of my favorites.  You've got a great style, and you captured something magical here.  I think...wow, I've had it on repeat enough, it is probably half of the music I've heard over the past week.  You've made something grand here, keep up the good work!

  73. �.... ....

    Already bought the album 2 months ago, but didn't figure out that this is an MLP related song... Well I love this song a lot, although my most favorite in this album is Static.

    Well, looking forward to your next album!

  74. P.... ....

    All these months and I never realized this was a specifically pony-themed song. (Meaning, please do more YouTube posts like this, if for no other reason than to explain the meaning behind the songs!)

  75. M.... ....

    Beautiful! :)

  76. J.... S....

    You actually made the first Briny song I heard when I entered the brony fandom. It was One Last Letter, and I fell in love with it. I'm glad you're still making music! Don't get stressed out and good luck!

    J.... S....

    I'm the same way.

  77. A.... B....

    A MLP song finally and a good one.

  78. C.... G....

    i just realized this was about Applehorse-- and I love a million times more than before

  79. R.... C....

    OMG YAY YALL GONE BACK TO MLP :3

  80. T.... R....

    Thanks for posting it . ^_^

  81. A.... ....

    Back to ponies^^
    Thanks

  82. L.... ....

    Awesome song :D

  83. J.... D....

    Nice as always.

    I'm looking forward to that album, and also looking forward to seeing if you'll make a FNaF4 song (and also how large the horde of fans begging you for said song will be, too; that should be just as entertaining as the song itself) - they'll both be great, I'm sure of it.

  84. M.... T....

    Oooh, AJ's parents. Now I get it. xD

  85. P.... ....

    Yes, love this song!

  86. L.... V....

    Excellent as always, gonna have to read that fanfic now too.

  87. D.... ....

    I can say without exaggeration that those lyrics are literally

    D.... ....

    @Dᴏᴡʟᴘʜɪɴ Those lyrics are literally _______ ?

    D.... ....

    @Beach Ball
    Probably.

    D.... ....

    @Dᴏᴡʟᴘʜɪɴ Literally the most beautiful lyrics to exist?

    D.... ....

    @Valozzy The Southpaw
    Best to overthink in just the right amount?

    D.... ....

    +Dᴏᴡʟᴘʜɪɴ Read the fan fiction. It makes the song have so much meaning and so much emotional.

  88. C.... A....

    Please, please, please, please, PLEASE do a Supernatural themed song, it would make me so happy, please, I beg you! ;A;

  89. R.... ....

    i came here expecting a pretty reckless PMV. what i got was another great original song by aviators. you guys are tied for my all time favorite musicians and i hope you never stop making music.

  90. E.... S....

    Wow, this is just incredible beautifull, very well made, im no prof. musician but i can see your progess in every song you release, specially on the vocals of this one, the change is amazing, youre getting better if that is possible, but seriously, i think you can still give  A LOT more than even this! as crazy as it sounds i think your potencial is huge. Long story short, this is AWESOME, and every time you release a song it gets better, YOU ARE AWESOMe, and you're getting better with every song. Please never stop.

  91. F.... M....

    This theme of Applejack's parents always hits me right in the feels X3 Another awesome track Avi, but then, I've come to expect that XD
    <3

    F.... M....

    Anyone that refers to "feelings" as "the feels" only needs to be hit right in the face, with a bullet.

    F.... M....

    @Flimbo nimbo awww, don't be so sour~ Those are bad feels to have ;D
    *shot ded*

    F.... M....

    @FritzyBeat Congratulations on the failure.

    F.... M....

    @Flimbo nimbo thank you~ I try my best ouo

  92. M.... S....

    Huh, I must have missed this album or something, odd. Heh, all the same, great song!

  93. C.... ....

    Loving the resemblance to "His World" in the strings section. Is it possible you were subconsciously thinking of the theme when you wrote this piece?

    C.... ....

    @Clockwise Maybe subconsciously! But the similarity is likely because it's a very common arpeggio.

    C.... ....

    Something I noticed the very first time I listened to this song - one of my favorites in a heartbeat :3

    C.... ....

    Same here

    C.... ....

    I always thought the exact same thing!

  94. S.... S....

    Замечательный трек.

  95. A.... M....

    No Lyrics in description...? :(

    A.... M....

    @Alex Martin Fixed it!

    A.... M....

    @Aviators  Woot thanks. Awesome work btw!

  96. D.... D....

    sounds amazing! I really enjoy this song i can't stop pressing the replay button xD

  97. G.... ....

    New MLP Song by Aviators?????? Thank you Bud it's always great to see new Pony Stuff /)

  98. �.... �....

    так , стоп ! я не поняла , ты в группе один или нет ? знаю я тормоз ...

  99. D.... ....

    Huh.
    No lyrics in the description.
    That's new.

  100. T.... S....

    U guys make the best kind if music ......./)