Austin Jones - Prelude To Leaving This World Lyrics






I won’t lie, I’m scared.
I’m scared of what I am capable of doing to myself.
I’m insecure, I always have been.
I’ve always needed constant reassurance to convince myself I’m worth anything.
I hang on to every remark made about me.
I don’t have the confidence to just brush hate off and not let it effect me.
It all effects me.
Some days more than others but I listen to the negativity more than I listen to the support.
There’s so much pain, and I know that pain is supposed to make us feel stronger but I’m getting weaker.
And what if that’s all life is for me?
Just pain and no progress.
I want to believe that my life isn’t worthless and I can actually do some good in this world.
But there’s just so many people saying,
“Kill yourself,”
“End it,”
"I fucking hate you,”
“Your life is worthless."
How can I not listen to that?
How can that not effect me?
The world is telling me to hate myself.
How am I not going to listen to it?
How is that not going to change my own opinion of me?
The opinions of others have always meant more than my own.
So once again, I’m scared.
I live in fear, not because of others, but I fear myself.
I live in fear because I am on the edge of death.





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  1. T.... o....

    might be leaving the world but he ain't leaving that prison anytime soon

  2. S.... S....

    “Make me the target of hatred. When I think I’ve found happiness, it never lasts. Relax, it’s all in the past.”

    OOF

  3. J.... V....

    Well he is leaving this world

  4. �.... ....

    daam you bitch

  5. 1.... ....

    He is a swine, but this song is so fucking beautiful

  6. A.... M....

    My cat can sing better then this little butt fucker. My god he is awful.

    A.... M....

    Sad part is, he really ISN'T that bad. He had a talent that he just fucking threw away

  7. G.... V....

    “the absolute worst of me does not make up my being” well honey in the eyes of the law it does lmaooo

  8. D.... B....

    dude definitely deserves jail time, but 10 years? i think its a bit harsh.

  9. W.... ....

    Sentenced 10 years for child molestation. Austin was gifted with voice and used it to abuse children.

  10. M.... S....

    His victims thought he was so real

  11. c.... e....

    well he's not gonna be back for a long time. i kinda hate that i still like this song

  12. T.... L....

    This should've renamed this Song: "Leaving for Prison."

    But in all seriousness.... I do believe that If Austin got the help he needed before he got exposed, I could sort of sympathized with him and say that he doesn't deserve to go to prison.... but unfortunately, it's too late now.

  13. k.... y....

    I actually adore this song, so much. But I hate the fucker who made it.

  14. A.... V....

    I believe in redemption...

  15. E.... x....

    This truly upsets me.
    Such a shame that he’s a sex offender. He was a truly talented individual, sad that he threw all of it away. He had so much going for him. I’m ashamed to know that I was ever an Austin Jones supporter.

    Actions speak louder then words.

    E.... x....

    Gotta diddle those kiddles

    E.... x....

    Retro Rampager ?? What ??

  16. W.... *....

    Does anybody know if his channel is really deleted?

    W.... *....

    Yes, it was.

    W.... *....

    It was following his court case.

    W.... *....

    But why did a year after though

    W.... *....

    @WhoWasThat * Because he was guilty and finally recognized that way in the eye of the courts.

  17. M.... T....

    I hate the person that he is but this song is pretty decent.

    M.... T....

    I understand you :/

    M.... T....

    as one of his victims, i can agree. i have forgiven him, and i hate supporting aNYTHING this fucker does after what he did to me and everyone else. but this song is too relatable to this situation.

  18. C.... P....

    i really like this song but, i really hate this singer

  19. A.... M....

    The only true part I find about his song is “you know my problems but you don’t know me” like, it’s kinda true, we know he was a sex offender and about his problems but we didn’t really know about him

    A.... M....

    A song is very beautiful.

  20. Z.... ....

    if he hadn't done what he'd done i'd probs like this song

  21. r.... E....

    ang lalim nang hugot tagos 💔💔

  22. m.... m....

    i love this song but it's a shame it came from a sex offender

    m.... m....

    MorganMillwardMusic x wut?

    m.... m....

    matilde alves Austin went to prison for making his young fans make twerking videos to show him there his #1 fan

  23. S.... D....

    is it bad that I relate to this song?

    S.... D....

    Its simply Patricia He just wants his booty hole stretched by prisoners.

  24. b.... w....

    "When I think I found happiness it never lasts" most truest lyrics ever

  25. M.... H....

    This is a great song with a great lyric video, love it ♡♡

    M.... H....

    +Po Of The Tato thanks 😁😁 subs to more video and now im working on kinetic typography im so excited to post the video

    M.... H....

    +Rafael Soliman Cool! You just earned a sub

  26. s.... t....

    the lyric video is perfect, awesome picture of him, it goes great with the song

    s.... t....

    +Melody Alyssa yeah thanks 😊😊 really appreciate

  27. s.... t....

    I love this song, but it's a little depressing.

  28. C.... L....

    i like it

  29. a.... a....

    dude thus song was the best I've heard

  30. M.... ....

    I love this song so much.I really like your lyric videos I go to you most often for lyric videos because you're the most accurste. Thanks I love it!

    M.... ....

    +TheEthanmcc thanks dude for the support im so glad that you like my work :3

  31. A.... 6....

    quiero un video subtitulado :'(

    A.... 6....

    Tal vez lo intente hacer 😉

  32. A.... 6....

    quiero un video subtitulado :'(

    A.... 6....

    +Juan J. Avarez Valencia somos dos:(

  33. R.... P....

    Thank your for making this. Because when I first heard the song I cried my eyes out and didn't even get to listen to it truly. Much easier for me to read things.

  34. S.... C....

    I'm so happy you make this video!!! Youre a life saver! I planned on doing a cover of this song and posting it on youtube and twitter, whike tagging austin jones in it on twitter, noe i can

    S.... C....

    Cool man if you can pls tagging my video lyrics to Austin

  35. M.... L....

    Making* my phone hates me ^_^'

  36. M.... L....

    I've been waiting to a lyrics video and was expecting something horrible, but this video is so great! (>_<) Thanks for makins it:)

    M.... L....

    Thanks you so much for the support I'm glad that you liked 😊

    M.... L....

    Ok, next anime profile