Auburn - Growing Up Lyrics






See my girl sitting alone
Went To Ask Her "Girl What's Wrong?"
Seen Her Staring At Her Phone
She Said I'm Having Problems At Home
Said I Know What Your Going Through
She Said No I Don't Think You Do
Could Tell She Wanted Me To Go Away
But Something Said No Auburn Stay
I Said Just Tell Me What's On Your Mind
She Said No I Don't Have The Time
I Said Well Can't We At Least Pray
Then She Turned Around To Say

Growing Up Was Real Hard For Me
Watching Daddy Beat Mommy Till She Bleeds
I Was Young But I Still Stay By Her Side
Now I Cry And I Pray To God But I Wonder Why
Growing Up Was Real Hard For Me
Watching Daddy Beat Mommy Till She Bleeds
I Was Young But I Still Stay By Her Side
Now I Cry And I Pray To God But I Wonder Why

I said girl I had no clue
She Said Yeah Well Now You Do
I Watched Her As She Checked Her Hair
She Said I Gotta Be Somewhere
I Said Well Where You Headed To
She Said Somewhere With This Dude
I Met Him At The Club Last Night
I don't really know him but he seemed right
I Said Well
What If He's Wrong
I Don't Think You Should Be Alone
She Said Don't Worry I Don't Trust No Man
I Learned That From Living With My Dad
I'm At My Mom's I'll Be Just Fine
I'm Just Trying To Go And Get Mine
I Looked At Her Like She Bumped Her Head
Then She Turned Around And Said

Growing Up Was Real Hard For Me [Phone Ringing]
Hello?
Where You At? You Ready?
Yeah I'm Outside
I Brought My Homies That's Cool?
I Guess It's Alright
You By Yourself Sure There Ain't Nobody Else
Yeah
Aight I'm On My Way

Can't You See What's Going On
They Tryna Get You All Alone
She Said That's Usually How It Is
Your Treating Me Like I Am A Kid
I said girl you just turned 18
About The Same Age As Me
She Said I Don't Need Your Help
I'm Doing Fine All By Myself
I Said Well Girl Don't Get Help From Me
Can We Please Get On Our Knees
Please Before You Go That Way
Can We Please Kneel Down And Pray

Father We Come To You Wholeheartedly
And I Ask That You Hear Our Prayer
And You Give Her The Heart And The Mercy To Look Past Her Father's Mistakes
Just As You Have Been Merciful To Her All Of These Years
But I Know You See What She Goes Through
And I Know You Been Trying To Reach Her
But God She Was Deafened And Blinded With Hatred
But Now She's Here Lord
And We're Ready To Listen
She's Ready To Listen
Amen

Your Body Is My Temple
And Your A Precious Jewel
Don't Let No One Take That Away
I Know Just What You Go Through
Cause Every Night I Heard You
It's Just You Couldn't Hear Me
So Don't Worry About Your Mother
Or Your Little Brothers
I Took Them Just To Ease Their Pain
But I Loved You Just To Use You
I See How He Abused You
But All Of That Will Change Today

Growing Up Was Real Hard For Me
Watching Daddy Beat Mommy Till She Bleeds
I Was Young But I Still Stay By Her Side
Now I Cry And I Pray To God But I Wonder Why
Growing Up Was Real Hard For Me
Watching Daddy Beat Mommy Till She Bleeds
I Was Young But I Still Stay By Her Side
Now I Cry And I Pray To God But I Wonder Why





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  1. K.... ....

    Every Young Girl Should Listen To This Song

  2. J.... N....

    Haven’t heard this in years, still hits the same.

  3. C.... N....

    My fav song ❤️

  4. S.... T....

    I remember being a little girl crying to this song and can’t even cap a female still do cause it’s so relatable 🤷🏻‍♀️

  5. V.... P....

    Been looking for it and I fucking finally found it woo

  6. N.... E....

    2019 still no longer a teen but is my go to

  7. K.... L....

    I haven't listened to this song in like 5 years smh emo days

  8. T.... S....

    Omg I can't believe I found this song again, been looking for it for so long now. And I have these exact feels expect mine are the other way around. My mothers abused me and still does😕 this song is excatly what I need!!

  9. A.... D....

    Who’s here still listening to this song in 2019?🎼🎼😊😊😊😊😊

  10. L.... A....

    I used to love this song when I was younger and now I’m 18 and I still do

  11. D.... S....

    I'M CRYING 😭😭😭

  12. J.... C....

    2018 & still listening to this❤

  13. S.... P....

    I know exactly how this feels honestly. I’ve been through hell an back with my whole life. So anyone that’s going through anything right now an it’s hard. Keep going an push your self to continue to move on bc things get better and I promise that things get better!

  14. B.... A....

    2018 🤞🏾

  15. J.... T....

    What ever happened to this girl. I loved her music when I was younger 💙

  16. M.... ....

    Holy shit 2018 and found this song 😭😭😭

  17. H.... C....

    2018 ? 🤔

  18. A.... F....

    Still listening in 2018!!

  19. U.... F....

    Who else was looking through their old tablet before they got a phone and saw theese songs then got them on their


    No one just me


    Oh ok

  20. K.... u....

    I feel her I went through this when I was little

  21. J.... A....

    This song 😭

  22. M.... ....

    This song is so underrated

  23. A.... A....

    Fw this💯

  24. S.... R....

    2018 🔊♥️♥️

  25. U.... F....

    Ik a friend who goes through this n now I'm worried she came to school crying one day n I was scared she asked for me to take her in but my mom would not let me I was going to try to sneek her in but it would not of worked bc she would not be able to leave my room....I was gonna call someone but I couldn't find any numbers idk if it still happens

    U.... F....

    Idk what to do

  26. K.... P....

    I feel you I sing this song every day 😍😍😍

  27. B.... ....

    All of you that feel lost hurt betrayed or alone, turn to the LORD he will comfort you and he will save you. GOD, your maker, will protect you! Read the Holy Bible and get to know your Heavenly Father (GOD) and Believe in his son JESUS. Don't lose hope, hope in the LORD JESUS. Keep praying and keep believing! GOD knows what you're going through. Don't be afraid to ask GOD for help. Just wait on GOD. GOD will save you from those who are abusing you. Don't set out to hurt those who hurt you either, GOD will handle that for you.
    I know it may feel like you're trapped but know that Jesus, the son of GOD, died for your sins and rose again (he is alive). If you believe in JESUS you are set FREE from all sin and will have everlasting life. That means evil will not be able to touch you because GOD is protecting you.

  28. J.... B....

    This song was my childhood. My dad left a bruise on my mum that's imprinted on my brain forever. Even if I get dementia I'll remember the blackness. My mum tried to protect us but he got so angry. We wouldn't go to bed. My sister was epileptic. She kicked a hole in a wall and he hit her. He hit me too. I'm his golden child apparently but I don't think you abuse your golden child and stare at them naked.... or touch their thigh..... meh this song is hard to hear. All my issues can be explained with this one song.

  29. S.... r....

    what happened at the end

  30. M.... M....

    I can relate to this song ..😢

  31. B.... P....

    I know exactly what' she's going through.

  32. R.... E....

    This song explains my life. I wish it could just end. 😢💔

  33. H.... ....

    Explains my life😭😭

  34. C.... B....

    I know this might sound selfish but I see my childhood in this whole song..I just wish I had a friend like Auburn

  35. l.... c....

    i have lived like this it aint fun!!!

  36. A.... R....

    Needs to be on Spotify 😢

  37. M.... S....

    This song touched me😭😭😭😭

  38. L.... B....

    😢😢

  39. I.... f....

    Listening to it in 2017 and still cry.

  40. M.... C....

    Im sorry to all the people that went through this it is very horrible I always cry may god be with you all

  41. G.... Y....

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g15eYENO09Q
    Garunteed Raw

  42. C.... C....

    Oh I'm on my passed account

  43. C.... C....

    My dad never beat my mom but when she broke up my mom's boyfriend beat her it was hard watching it I remember that I would scream and scream I am 10 now my mom passed 2014 December 25th love u mommy

  44. *.... /....

    I started crying 1 minute in because my parents split when I was 3 and they never got along. I spent most of my days with my dogs, rabbits, or cats. When my parents split, my dad kept the barn, and he didn't wanna take care of the animals so we had to get rid of all of them. I never really had anybody to hang out with till I was in 4th grade o began making some friends but when I got to 6th grade they moved on and I was left back. My mom has been the only person who has been by my side but she smokes and isn't too healthy and I'm worried I'm gonna lose her soon.

  45. T.... L....

    This song is really deep everything in this song happened to me

  46. I.... T....

    In times I lacked motivation and had a lot of sadness, Auburn's songs really helped me.

  47. N.... D....

    It's sad that this is actually happening right now!? 😲😔😢

  48. A.... B....

    I step dad used to beat my mom and tell her she wasn't good enough for anyone he'd yelled at my brother and I telling us why don't we just kill ourselves he'd scream at us for everything he'd tell my mom he feels bad for her cause we were her kids he'd just make us feel like shit but then my mom finally got a divorce now she's with my step mom and she gets treated like the queen she is

  49. B.... F....

    i watched my dad beat my mom up and i could not do nothing to help her

  50. B.... F....

    i watched my dad beat my mom up and i could not do nothing to help her

  51. J.... R....

    I just realized how blessed I am I have a mom and a dad I get what I need but I'm not always thankful which is not good just thought about it now but for those who going through some things keep ur hope and pray. Love u mom

  52. v.... s....

    MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

  53. C.... H....

    Relatable, so glad my mum found someone caring and loving now, he may not be my biological dad but no one could replace him, he's our hero ❤️

  54. L.... l....

    this song reminds me of the old me and how I got in a lot of trouble a year ago but I know I can't go back cuz I was in so much pain

  55. M.... W....

    I've been looking for this song for so long I for got the name of the song I'm so happy I found it again

  56. A.... A....

    wow very emotional song but it's really teaches people it's a strong massage.

  57. b.... ....

    I was 3 when my parents got divorce but I clearly remember that my dad hit my mom and I was with my 8 years older sister until he stopped it was horrible. He did it almost every day. We heard the screaming, crying and swearing.Then 4 years later my mom married to a man and she was pregnant with my little brother. My brother was 2 when we find out my stepdad is cheating on my mom so we moved out and find another home. My mom got depressed my sister studied in another city so she wasn't home. I tried to take care of my brother but I was only 10 so it was really hard. After school I had to go for him to the kindergarten. They let me take him because my school and the kindergarten belonged together. When we get home there always was food but my mom didn't or if she was she was sleeping. I was with my brother when hi was in the phase when the parents raise their childs so I was the one who got hate from him. When my mom get trough her depression she worked hard and take care of my brother. She didn't talk to me or if she was she was yelling at me. That was the moment when I moved to my dad who was still an alcoholic. I was at my mom half of the week and at my dad in the other half. I made one friend who became my best friend. She was my only friend. My ex-stepdad had a son who was 3 years older than me. I don't know if he really loved me or just pretended but we were together after our parents broke up. But he dumped me because I was too young to him. My grades were so bad but luckily I've never failed. So I was 12 when for the first time in my life I said enough, I don't wanna live anymore. I was so depressed nobody actually cared what am I doing exept my best friend but she had problems too. I was about to end my life when I thouht what if I give a second chance, what if the world, God give me a second chance, a better life. I was bullied in school but I didn't care I had no emotions. When they saw that don't care they stopped and tried to be friends so I let them into my life. But my bestfriend was the only one who knew my story. I came out to her as bisexual and she was so supportive. So now I'm 14 still depressed sometimes I'm happy and other times I'm on the floor. I barely talk to my parents nor my siblings. I have nobody who loves me. My bestfriend has a boyfriend so we don't talk that much as we used to. At least I don't cut myself. If you do stop it if you're upset hit the wall it's pretty good too. I still don't have real emotions. I'm waiting for my second chance to come.

  58. Z.... W....

    i was also like her

  59. N.... D....

    2k17 and still listening to this music much better than the trash we have now

  60. A.... M....

    I wish there was a part where she tells the next thing that happened with her friend and that guy after she left

  61. N.... A....

    I've Listened To This Song Plenty Of Times & I'm Just Now Noticing The Girl Died ...This Is The Saddest Song I've Heard😪💔

  62. s.... ....

    growing up mite be hard but just stay strong and you can get past enything;]

  63. A.... T....

    when i was 6 my dad abused me and my sisters and mom i didnt understand at the time what was happening my dad almost killed my sisters mother and me that night now i get flashbacks everyday of it if i think about it to much i have a panic attack so this song is basically my life

  64. a.... s....

    im having problems at home because my family is screw ed up and im taking hella shit ant im not having anyone else stand up and i cry myself to sleep every night and i cant take it anymore and i have no friends and im alone everyday fellin lile this and tbis song os the one reasno why i what someone to hear my story and know im been alone with the one alone

  65. A.... ....

    My dad used to hit my mum all the time and even tried to kill her once but I always saved her. Even late at night, fate somehow woke me up in the middle of the night and made me save my mum.

    I don't get that love I had when I was little anymore. I mind my own business and don't like hanging around anyone anymore because I can tell they're there to use me. I used to hang out with the popular guys but my appearance changed and people started drifting away from me. I've never done anything bad to anyone intentionally and now more then ever I can say I'm righteous and impeccable. I feel like a useless worn out object but I'm stronger than anything. I hope that someday I'll becoming something useful. :/

  66. V.... V....

    I love this song

  67. M.... T....

    can you plz create a karaoke video for this plz

  68. T.... W....

    i cryed so much when i heard this song for the first time

  69. c.... h....

    I had a really bad past with my parents

  70. w.... 4....

    I can't stop laughing tbh don't get me work yeah it's sad what's she's going through and yeah I been through the same but after a while when they don't listen I just gave up on them now I just laugh and laugh and say see what happens when you go back I mean like come on you can't blame you can't sugar coat it forever you gotta be direct

  71. S.... F....

    My parent's fight a lot and they hit each other I'm only 10years and I want to cures my mom and dad out and leave the house.... but hey..I gotta live with it..so do you guys....

    S.... F....

    same here I'm 10 to and my I was young and I still stay by my mom side sometimes I even get hurt on the inside and out😭❤😓

  72. L.... B....

    that was a sad song but just get down on your knees in pray to God he will always be bye your side

  73. d.... b....

    This is a sad song😭😖

  74. L.... M....

    the first time I heard this song I started crying

  75. R.... S....

    I accidentally clicked on this thinking it was Macklemore's song, glad I did

  76. M.... W....

    This is a grate song one of my favorites songs to listien to when I miss my friends

  77. J.... W....

    So 😢

  78. S.... t....

    I forgive my dad even if I still cry. I always love you from afar daddy

  79. J.... A....

    why do I have to keep going nothings getting better

  80. L.... A....

    my song even tho it's a lil touchy 😘😍😇💯

  81. B.... C....

    Love your music

  82. K.... M....

    Dang my dad and mom split when i was little but after she always got with abusive men i watched her but her self in that situation more than once

  83. S.... W....

    such truth behind this, its so hard to go through this, I'm still working on myself and it's been a rough road I'm still traveling but I can't trust no man cuz what my father did to my mom sister brother and myself, one day I will be able to but for now I'm ok with knowing I'm gods child and I will be ok 💖

  84. A.... P....

    This song gets me in my feelings

  85. S.... L....

    this is a song I love and I listen to when I know that I can push through thing in life my moms boyfriend beat me among other things he did but this song tells me that I can push through it

  86. b.... ....

    I want to know what happened at the end...

    b.... ....

    Me too!

  87. E.... C....

    that annoying ass snapping sound annoys my ears to the fucking maxx

  88. M.... ....

    the original "Dollhouse"

    M.... ....

    MxxnLigght OMG 🍼🍼💕

    M.... ....

    Dollhouse is very different...

    M.... ....

    Ime Prezime dollhouse by priidcilla renee is way different. just believe in you til you are able to care about something. if you can care about yourself after leaving . YOU ARE BLESSED !! WITH LACK SLEF ESTEEM, FAMILY, WORTH. BUT 4 WEEKS TO GO HOPEFULLY

  89. R.... X....

    This song tells my story up to when my friends saved me from ending everything

  90. A.... R....

    This song explains my whole life

  91. K.... M....

    i cry when i hear this song

    K.... M....

    This song reminds me of my friend....

  92. Y.... F....

    I imagine me rainbow,gold,and I singing this where gold is auburn and me and rainbow are her friend and just change the lyrics

  93. Y.... F....

    my Icon isn't showing up😣

  94. M.... M....

    Some relatable shit i cry to

  95. L.... P....

    this song helped me get out of an abusive relationship with my ex boyfriend
    thank you Aaburn ur a blessing in disguise

  96. C.... C....

    I love this song so much.

  97. D.... C....

    tbh this song just reminds me of me and i love listing to dis song i just wish pple didnt have to go through dis cuz its sucks tbh

    D.... C....

    Check Out My Songs If You Got Time :)

    D.... C....

    reminds me of me except my dad didn't beat my mom but growing up was still hard for me.....

    D.... C....

    U r not alone it's like that for me too

    D.... C....

    growing up is hard for me too