Andrew Jackson Jihad (AJJ) - Daddy Didn't Love Me Lyrics

i always thought this song was about the anger directed at society for glorifying trauma instead of treating it like the shitty things it is. trauma is trauma, sure some people turn the negative energy into something beneficial but for many it’s just something they have to struggle with. people talk about how “what you expirenced made you who you are today” but trauma doesn’t define you

"And by the time that I was 12 I had made my first million"


-Lil tay

Look at how great our dead president is doing.

Okay found this in like an old playlist...it is 1:20am...

well my mommy didin't ever love me, haven't seen her since i was 3, so i don't really care.
But my dad just would not care. We don't spend time togeter at all, and don't really talk ?

Sometimes I do wish that I had schizophrenia.

I have a bad life 😢

I wish for my dad would've had never hurt me

I live in a stable home(s) with loving parents, even if they’re divorced, but just know that if you are or were suffering through a broken home, please know that I love you. Although I don’t know you, I still adore you; your flaws, your highlights, your appearance, and your overall presence for being on this wretched planet. You are so strong for going through what’s going on.

Thank you for being here. Please, get that through your mind. You are so loved, even by complete strangers over the internet. This goes for anybody, even if you’re not living through the trauma of an abusive home.

Yep, sounds legit.

Wow and i thought my dad was a fucking crisis

What does going on 90 mean?

What 90 year old has a 10 year old son?

This guy: I Cured Cancer and I was the president all in 14

Me: I’m 14 and I can’t even crack an egg with out get in a fucking egg shell in it.

I'm so glad I have a good dad

This was a bit random but I like it. It has a good story well sort of good it’s kind of depressing but eh I’ll go with it!

The message is keep pursuing life, and look forward not backwards.

Bro his dad has some mega functioning sperm had a kid at like 80

Swap daddy for mummy and ya got me fam

Im not feeling good, this is bringing back bad memories I shouldn't have clicked even though i liked the song but i wanna throw up so bad..

Oh shit... This song's pretty twisted.... I like it

dude....
half of my brain is like "hell yeah what a good song to dance"
and the other half puts attention to the lyrics and is like "bro wtf?"

I think this song is about very famous people with tragic backstory storys. So the artist is trying to justify his abuse with the delusion that he will drastically change the world.

This sounds like carlton banks 😂

Sir... Are you okay?

My dad actually died when i turned 11

I accidentally clicked on this and I am glad I did cause this is quite interesting

E girls unite

so im glad my daddy didnt love me

I can't tell if this is satire

By nine his dad died he never had a mother because she enlisted in the army, his parents were never there except his father who beat him everyday, tried to kill him, sexually exploited him and then went away to jail. Because of all of this trauma he still missed him which is sometimes very common for abuse victims to be still attached to abusers and as he grew up he started to disassociate from the trauma and day dreamed about all this. And wishes that his father loved him more. Dang.

*uno reverse card*
my mom almost broke my neck

One of the most damaging and destructive type of parent is someone with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. They are so evil, sneaky and twisted that the trauma they cause can leave you with brain damage. My father used to put on an act to everyone on the outside and he would pretend to be so charming, friendly and kind... but at home he would turn back into a violent psychopathic monster. The worst part was that I couldn't get help from anyone because he had deceived and fooled everyone into thinking that he was the victim and he made me out to be the perpetrator. He even tricked the police into arresting me and as I got handcuffed and put in the back of the police car I could see him smirking for getting away with it.

The nude photos part, i-

“And he took nude photos of my body”
Fuck that hit close to home

Well this tune slaps

Its 3-4am and everyone's alseep and I'm crying under my blankets

oh the traumas hitting tn

can i get one but for my mom instead

This is a weird song to accidentally click on...

This hits really close to home

Just like the dad this is about, this song slaps hard af

Every verse is a slap in the face after another

I can relate to this song in a way

When I was born my mother was 19. She didn't know how to raise me because she was just a teenager. I was a pregnancy that wasn't supposed to happen. I was basically a mistake that my parents made in bed. My mother neglected me and went out with men to party and to get drugs and such. Sometimes they'd rape her and I'd have to listen. And if she kept one of them as a lover then they'd always break me down. Emotionally and physically. Sometimes physically, I remember one day my Mom and her boyfriend were fighting when I was 7. I grabbed a knife next to me. As I was doing the dishes for my mom. And I went behind him and almost stabbed him. Before he picked me up and threw me into my room and locked it. When I unlocked it and didn't see them. They were in the street and he was punching her. Then his mom grabbed me and pulled me into the house. Calling the cops. Then he ran into the forest to not get caught. But I knew where he was.
Now I'm adopted by my grandfather. My mother is dead due to getting hit by a car. But I still love her and miss her. I'm away from those men and now I don't have to worry about anything. I do have PTSD and Depression though. Sometimes I can't trust certain people and if I see the men (some of them live in our town) then I start to cry and get scared. But I can relate to this song in a way.

Also NO my mother did not abuse me. I loved her. It's just she didn't know how to take care of me. It isn't her fault. And she didn't even expect me to be born. It just happened. I loved my mother

I'm so sorry that your life had to be like that, i know what it's like to lose a mother. And i know that there is nothing i can say that you already hadn't heard or tried, but no mater what you have to keep living and looking forward to happy moments

just watched tonight's episode of mr. robot and this song is surprisingly fitting

Im sorry

Lyrics:








Are on the screen

Changing daddy to mommy so this works for me :)

Sounds alot like me for some reason....

My dad hurt me but I still miss him. Thank you for making this song.

Hes talking about his dad being a pedo and wishing his dad loved him instead of abusing him. His dad served 90 yrs in prison. For those not wanting to believe this truly happens it does. Lots of ppl go thru this and its horrible. Ppl still want connection w their parents. Even if they do them harm. Cause they grew to care for them deeply for them to turn their backs on them.

I don't know what the heck I just watched it seems like someone in a straight jacket would sing after cutting his own testicles off and shoving them up a child's anuss

Is no one gonna talk about how his dad was banging at 80?

AJJ is a wonder

Hah mood

Lmaoo sorry that was just unexpected😂😂😂😂

The first two verses... literally me.. but my dad loves me... he’s just schizophrenic and use to get beat by his dad and also emotionally abused... he raised me on his own since my mom left me when I was a few weeks old. She left me in the crib home alone and dad got home from work.. he did his best. I stopped the beatings at age 17 and told him if he ever laid his hands on me again I’ll break his wrists. Lmao we are good now though 🤘🏻

Wattpad characters be like

I happen to have an amazing father who loves me very much, I think. But this is too good of a song to not like.

i thought like the guy died at 13-14 so thats why the things he accomplished after were so out of reach. idk

Is the artist okay

this evokes feelings that I’ve tried to hide for so long

the lines about how he's glad his dad didn't love him, hurt him, etc hits especially hard into the meaning. how the people who have built their careers and popularity off of their childhood trauma are ultimately glad for their experience but only because they became someone. but at the end of the day he didn't become anyone and he's still traumatized.

“Everything was going great, until my father, he tried to *kill me* “

*top 10 anime plot twist

I love the sarcasm in this song. It feeds my soul. This is exactly how I feel when people say "trauma make you a stronger, better person" 🙄

is this on spotify? if so what is it under?

The odd thing for me is that I listen to Andrew Jackson jihad because my dad Likes him and I am on the fence about having him in my life.

Song: By the time I was twelve I had made my first million.

Bass: *Gets funky*

Me: *Pure jamming*

You're dad: don't love you
My dad: is Dead

When I was 6 months my dad shot himself in front of my mom

woah I love this song for a many reasons mainly cause:
ITS A GREAT SONG
And I have characters I talk to, in my head, and I have stories on them. One of them (Damien) had a horrible father. The father did everything in this song, besides die, And the fact that he didn't do the things at 12 (when he started being mega-depressed) and that it repeated when it said 14 (Damien died at 14) makes it so much better. At 15, is when he was better but still dead "Champion of the World"

I don't even know what I'm listening to it became extreme but hey I loved it it proves that you can turn the trauma into something after the fact that the bad thing happened

this gives me Mountain Goats vibes

daddy issues has entered the chat

This helps me with copeing with all th trama and neglect that i got as a yong child if this gets enought likes ill tell the story of how my dad beat my mom and how she neglected me after

"I like your personality"
*thanks it's a disorder*

Lmao relatable

Am i the only person that has no family issues at all, but felt this?

This sounds like a song pheobe would sing in central perk

This was great and I loved it💙

Offt holy shit man

Sean did say in an interview that his dad never actually hit him. He never even knew his dad. He uses the abusive parent motif as an expression

WHAT?😐

This reminds me of The Butterfly Effect so much

Sounds like good ol Gendo is at it again.

My girlfriend didn't like this song.
I assaulted her.
Now she is the president of the world.

I think this song is about how even if a person was abused as a child, they can still make the world better. But thats just my opinion on the song.

Stupidity

Not truth

Victoria Perkovic what do you mean ‘not truth’?
You don’t know anything about this mans personal life, and even if it’s not happening to him, it’s happening to somebody else.
Yes, the part where he cured cancer and was the new president was not the truth, but he means to say that his life was shit before, and now that he’s older and his dads gone, he feels much for free and feels like he can do anything.

Hello to all the people with any sort of parent or family issues I love you and I’m your new parent now 💕💕💕

@TejaG hi brother/sister :)

@Jiggly Cheese Cake *hugs sibling*

@KatzyKins yeah that would be bad for our 200 siblings

Roofooof Alllaaa my dad never wanted to meet me