Amigo The Devil - First Day Of The End Of My Life Lyrics

for real this the fifth song i heard and now i'm subbed for all notifications...

Just heard of you on Facebook. Said you had a show in Toronto here. I honestly thought it would’ve been metal. This is so much better. I will be at your show

Just found you mi amigo. Beautiful, clever, dark, genuine and uplifting if your down on your face in the dark. Keep singing.

Fucking legend

As dark and sorrowful as it might seem to hear songs like this, for a lot of people this song is needed. People who have the unfortunate circumstance of not being able to shake that feeling. The feeling that you’re in no way connected or matter to the world. All of those bottled up feelings that feel like they’re just too cumbersome to spill onto friends and people you love. When it feels like there’s nothing left keeping you connected here, you find a song like this. One you can relate to. And suddenly you’ve found that connection. That tether that tells you you’re not the only one who feels this way. And that as alone as you might feel, there’s an artist and his/her work out there who knows exactly how you feel too. Songs like this allow that feeling to escape in some way shape or form. And that’s surprisingly all that many people need. Is just to get it out somehow. I know I’m thankful for this kinda music. Because I don’t know where I’d be or what I’d do without it. And I can only encourage others to do the same. Instead of moping in stuff like this, be thankful for it. Enjoy it. No matter the circumstance, there is always, and I mean always, something to appreciate.

Its a kickstarter for worthess lives, Im here! dront try too fool me!¨

And the architect was digging through the ash (god the creator searching through our wasted, corrupt life) to find the plans hee'l never need (looking for good, or a reason to live)

I miss you reggie

Thanks for the beers brother! Be free

Ironically ( and brilliantly ) this is an antidote to suicide, for the simple fact that it releases the pain locked away in people's hearts the through a kind of musical simulation of suicide. Because of this balanced song which looks at the the emotional release that such an act can bring but also the utter devastation it leads behind in it's wake. This had to be made if for the only reason to connect to " the lucky painless" to those trapped in their own private hell.

Holy shit....
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I sat in silence for easily 5 minutes after this song was over. This man's talent and passion are incredible, and while i am looking forward to hearing more from him, i dont know if my heart can take this song again...

Anthony Zolman it’s even more profound to hear live in person. I ugly cried.

This really hits right in the feels. It makes me misty eyed every time I hear it. The "Sincerely, Caroline" hits like a gut punch.

Holy fuck..... I have been this close to the end before, I am so glad I stumbled upon you.

That last line.....

Holy Fuck I wasn't ready... nor will I ever be ready. Someone lost the fight, and we are weaker for it.

Well Shet man... thank you for this.. I will now share it with everyone as punishment.

Soon :(

Wow this hit home. Whoever Caroline is, I feel you.

So I saw and met Danny a couple weeks ago. He and his wife are awesome people. When he goes on stage all the emotion comes out in his songs. It was a truly amazing experience.

Jesus bro I was just trying to drive to work this is too metal for 8 am

Wow. I have no words to adequately describe this.

I don't know if Caroline's family cried or not but this song sure has me all choked up....

Dude... I just found your channel scrolling through random bullshit. I'm a song writer that writes a lot of story songs that don't pertain to my life at all, or even the lives of others at times as some are a simple short stories holding a moral. I have always thought of myself as a fairly talented lyricist (I'm sure most writers do even when they're not though), but your words are pure devastating poetry that speak to my soul and make me desiderate for myself to one day be able to express feelings of my own in such a way. You are truly blessed with a gift,and you have gained a huge fan! I'm working on trying to save to record my own music and don't have any released online for the reason that I don't want to just record on my phone like I do covers, but I think you would enjoy them since they're pretty dark

Holy shit man

I just can't... jesus, this man...

He sings of the evil doers. He's saying stop beleiving there's no god

..... are you serious.... did you not even listen to it or did you just comment because of his name...

His music is incredible

Dark moments parallel to this song equals to close to reality

I will listen to this song till I die

Some time ago my soul died.. the pain of losing a child is indescribable and it never goes away or gets better.. you just kind of learn how to live with the constant ache. Going to the extremes to feel anything but rage would be a blessing. Just sleeping to live in dreams instead of nightmares. Saudade. It's what we say in Portuguese but even then it doesn't do justice to the intensity of the pain from the empty space where my soul once lived. I don't know my purpose or place in life anymore but I'm too much of a coward to end it. I don't know why I'm typing this all here.. maybe just to put it all out to read back to myself? Maybe I'll find myself again. Maybe not. Thank you for this song. Those are real thoughts that have passed my way a time or two. I hope to anyone who is feeling lost that you find your way soon. I hope there are better days ahead for you.

Sincerely,
Caroline

Reach out, people care. It's hard, I know I've been there. Some days I find I am still. With the coming dawn brings a new promise each and every day. All it takes is a heart of will. Reach out to those who'll listen, to those who you can trust. I promise you there'll be people left behind who'll sing a song of you. I hope it helps you to know people care. It's hard but this comes from someone who feels the same as you. Please reach out if it's too hard to handle. I got lucky with people around me when I've broke.

So sorry for your loss ( lot's of people say that , as an expected social response which sickens me). I truly hope that you find some kind of peace someday, in the meantime you should focus your pain through your writing. It doesn't have to be seen by the world, or maybe it does to create a connection with someone else. Hell is always better with a little company after all. But I think you should write just to get shit out, I find ( without forcing it) to craft something out of it then by all means man go for it. It's like draining the poison off before it fills up again. An expression of your pain is important and valid never let anyone make you feel different by their dismissive remarks. They know jack-shit about pain. Pain for it all it's horror and tragedy is a great teacher to those who have the mind to know it's lessons. Feel sorry for those who remain ignorant . Pain connects us because only together do we have a chance of healing.

5 months have passed are you still here?

thank you

Or maybe it's all bullshit.....or maybe it's to hear I love u from a complete stranger.......5 months later......

OMG. Thank you so much, im NOT ALONE. TODAY. XO

Half of the experience is watching him play, the other half is hearing/feeling him play. Quite a treat to be honest, hope this kid goes far.

kid tho

All the feels!

My constant loss for words has found a way to this mans songs.

Perfectly said!!

I wanna die knowing no one cared

Sad but beautiful

Jumping off 14th avenue tonight
Spill my regrets in the highway light
You might call me a coward
And they might call it a sin
But I'll never have to hear those words again

I took pills the doctors gave me for my brain
It's a chemical imbalance from what they know
But I never felt much different or the same
With the way I feel, I wouldn't even know

I said goodbye to both my mom and room
And I walked towards all the things I'll never do
I almost called my friends to see what all of them would say
But they never really answered anyway

Maybe someone else can use my eyes or heart
I thought about taking pills to buy them time
But I couldn't take the chance that I'd survive
With a new regret in the hospital light

I had a thousand different answers
When the problem's what I need
In a city lay in ruins, where the carpenters sleep
And the architect was digging through the ash
To find the plans they'll never need
At least not for me

So dear family, don't cry
I took years to find a meaningful and painless way to die
So I'll be fine

Sincerely
Caroline

Thank you, again.

My God...I'm crying tears of sadness because this describes the way I often feel but cant talk to anyone about it yet at the same time tears of happiness are coming out because I never thought a song would be able to do...whatever this greatness is! You sir are a emotional roller coaster of a man! Thank you!

wow this is truly unreal... the greatest lyrics ive ever heard

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Have fallen in love with his music

Rest in whatever Peace you can find

amazing!!!!!!!!!!! kinda justin furnstenfedish> amazing now i bounce back to cocaine and abel

Dude this is EXACTLY what I was thinking when I first found out about this guy. Which I guess just means I'll have Amigo the Devil on repeat for the next decade.

I cant help but think these lyrics are from truth, beautifully sorrow.

Came across an interview with him about this song. He stated that it wasn't suppose to be a song. That he'd been up writting a suicide note and finally got ahold of himself and thought let me try to put this to a song and see how I feel afterwards.

Just beautiful in a perfectly sad way.

This hits hard.

some asshole downvoted this..

Fucking amazing

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Fantastic!!!