Ameer Vann - Sincerely, Yours Lyrics






I learned a lot inside a year
That handful of months
Another turn around the sun
I'm still cold and burning up
Like a raisin in the sun
And I'm numb from smoking blunts
I don't feel it when they hit me
Way my father used to beat me
I don't think I'd really feel it
If a car swerved and hit me
What does God got against me
I've been doing stupid shit like
... and selling...
I even tried to rob a bitch that got
Raided by police
I'm just glad it wasn't me
And that keep me up at night
But I'm used to losing sleep
Because I live inside a house
That's full of water neck deep
So I'm always fucking fighting
To keep my head above the water
If I could walk on top of oceans
I'd change the whole world and make it better for my mother
And get a message from my sister
That's just fucking fiction
She out there flirting with addiction
She ain't got no time to call me
Me you and our father
All hopeless alcoholics
If you get a chance to call me
Just remember that I love you
And I'll always be your brother

And there were times that I didn't want to live but
Thank God I'm alive
And to them times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
For all the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
And to the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive

I remember being young
I'd ask a lot of questions
Like why's there so much hatred
And why they call me crazy
Mama said I fell from heaven
Smacked my head on the pavement
And that's why they call me crazy
But that's why I love you baby
And the day you stop fighting
That's the day you turn crazy
I could never pay you back
But I'ma start with a Mercedes
When I blow up I'mma get you everything you wanted now
It'll never be the same
Riding through H-town
Got a chevy full of gas
Roll the windows down
Hope I find some peace of mind
'fore the sun goes down

And there were times that I didn't want to live but
Thank God I'm alive
And to them times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
For all the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
And to the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive





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  1. J.... B....

    And now his dad is dead , his sister is dead and his friends abandoned him 😢

  2. i.... i....

    i swear this dude is treasure. i feel as if i dug up a box containing the rarest gem.

  3. i.... ....

    When ameer said “And there were times that I didn’t wanna live, thank god im alive” I felt that 😭😭😭😭😭

  4. m.... a....

    atheist here but that 'for the times i didnt wanna live.. but thank god im alive' is so good

  5. A.... G....

    I really like this song.

  6. m.... ....

    is there an instrumental to this?

  7. n.... a....

    I'm legit not crying right now

  8. i.... ....

    For all the times I didn’t wanna live, i Thank God I’m alive 💖

  9. B.... ....

    Ameer Vann - Emmanuel coming soon

  10. M.... A....

    i love you

  11. c.... ....

    I remember having this song on repeat last year when I was having suicidal tendencies. I haven't listened to it too much since then but I randomly remembered it while I was high last night (probably because of Dom's DEARLY DEPARTED verse) and put it on and started bawling my eyes out unexpectedly. Then during the last verse, I felt a euphoria because I started thinking about how far I've come since then.
    I really do hope Ameer can bounce back from his dark place too some day. He just needs to take all the time he needs and get into a better place in his life mentally. It may never be with Brockhampton, but I wish that man the best with the positive changes he needs with his life.

  12. a.... c....

    i always listen to this song for the first part. smoking the pain away, being beat by a parent, living in a house full of water neck deep. i turn this song on to be sad, but then the chorus comes in and reminds me yes, there were times i didn't wanna live; thank god im alive. it's my saving grace. i need this song.

  13. M.... G....

    Why!? Just Why did someone with so much potential, and a bright future have to go through so much going up, and then get so popular, and then have it all be taken away over some stupid accusation that might not even be true. If Ameer continues to make his solo music, then I'll listen to it and I know many more people will as well.

  14. K.... B....

    These are new age kudi vibes

  15. S.... e....

    I learned a lot inside a year
    That handful of months
    Another turn around the sun
    I'm still cold and burning up
    Like a raisin in the sun
    And I'm numb from smoking blunts
    I don't feel it when they hit me
    Way my father used to beat me
    I don't think I'd really feel it
    If a car swerved and hit me
    What does God got against me
    I've been doing stupid shit like
    ... and selling...
    I even tried to rob a bitch that got
    Raided by police
    I'm just glad it wasn't me
    And that keep me up at night
    But I'm used to losing sleep
    Because I live inside a house
    That's full of water neck deep
    So I'm always fucking fighting
    To keep my head above the water
    If I could walk on top of oceans
    I'd change the whole world and make it better for my mother
    And get a message from my sister
    That's just fucking fiction
    She out there flirting with addiction
    She ain't got no time to call me
    Me you and our father
    All hopeless alcoholics
    If you get a chance to call me
    Just remember that I love you
    And I'll always be your brother

    [Hook]
    And there were times that I didn't want to live but
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

    [Verse 2]
    I remember being young
    I'd ask a lot of questions
    Like why's there so much hatred
    And why they call me crazy
    Mama said I fell from heaven
    Smacked my head on the pavement
    And that's why they call me crazy
    But that's why I love you baby
    And the day you stop fighting
    That's the day you turn crazy
    I could never pay you back
    But I'ma start with a Mercedes
    When I blow up I'mma get you everything you wanted now
    It'll never be the same
    Riding through H-town
    Got a chevy full of gas
    Roll the windows down
    Hope I find some peace of mind
    'fore the sun goes down

    [Hook]
    And there were times that I didn't want to live but
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

  16. S.... S....

    This makes me fuxking cry and frustrated with accepting to be grateful that I’m here now and learning god I fucking miss Amber bro every time I hear his voice and listen to his songs it fucking tugs at my heart strings I just miss him bro Where are you Ameer? We need you back

  17. j.... G....

    Liget all his songs are about guilt, thankfulness, change and dudes still act like he’s Satan

  18. F.... x....

    Ameer you idiot

  19. J.... A....

    [Verse 1]
    I learned a lot inside a year
    That handful of months
    Another turn around the sun
    I'm still cold and burning up
    Like a raisin in the sun
    And I'm numb from smoking blunts
    I don't feel it when they hit me
    Way my father used to beat me
    I don't think I'd really feel it
    If a car swerved and hit me
    What does God got against me
    I've been doing stupid shit like
    ... and selling...
    I even tried to rob a bitch that got
    Raided by police
    I'm just glad it wasn't me
    And that keep me up at night
    But I'm used to losing sleep
    Because I live inside a house
    That's full of water neck deep
    So I'm always fucking fighting
    To keep my head above the water
    If I could walk on top of oceans
    I'd change the whole world and make it better for my mother
    And get a message from my sister
    That's just fucking fiction
    She out there flirting with addiction
    She ain't got no time to call me
    Me you and our father
    All hopeless alcoholics
    If you get a chance to call me
    Just remember that I love you
    And I'll always be your brother [Hook]
    And there were times that I didn't want to live but
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

    [Verse 2]
    I remember being young
    I'd ask a lot of questions
    Like why's there so much hatred
    And why they call me crazy
    Mama said I fell from heaven
    Smacked my head on the pavement
    And that's why they call me crazy
    But that's why I love you baby
    And the day you stop fighting
    That's the day you turn crazy
    I could never pay you back
    But I'ma start with a Mercedes
    When I blow up I'mma get you everything you wanted now
    It'll never be the same
    Riding through H-town
    Got a chevy full of gas
    Roll the windows down
    Hope I find some peace of mind
    'fore the sun goes down
    [Hook]
    And there were times that I didn't want to live but
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to the times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

  20. B.... 4....

    This song relates to me and saves me everytime when shit goes down hill 🙏💪

  21. Y.... ....

    Thank God I'm alive.

  22. K.... m....

    he is damaged but he is also underhanded and that shit he pulled with dom is inexcusable. I still love him though he just needs work.

    K.... m....

    I feel you but there's no time stamp to how long ago the dom incident was. It could have been when Ameer was still in that bad place 17-18 years of age, dom didn't find out about it until after Ameer's departure. But it seems he was already beginning to change and work on himself. Found the lord and all. But like u said fam, just needs work

  23. G.... M....

    Thank you for your music, Ameer. You’ve helped and inspired me more than you could imagine.

  24. G.... S....

    I learned a lot inside a year.. that hand full of months. Damn.

  25. J.... R....

    Please come back

  26. L.... C....

    hope he comes back with more solo stuff like this and I'm Sorry, I know he can bounce back, he's got mad talent

  27. c.... ....

    FUN FACT AMEER VANN GHOST WROTE FUCK THE POLICE

  28. L.... R....

    we miss you

  29. s.... p....

    I like your shit man. 💕

  30. u.... X....

    ‘i’m crying why this is so good

  31. T.... S....

    I wanna send a letter to this dude and just make sure everything's ok and if he's gonna start a solo career.. obviously what he did wasn't ok but that was from a long time ago and he had been winning the battle with his past and I just hope the best for him.. :(

  32. j.... ....

    learned a lot inside a year
    That handful of months
    Another turn around the sun
    I'm still cold and burning up
    Like a raisin in the sun
    And I'm numb from smoking blunts
    I don't feel it when they hit me
    Way my father used to beat me
    I don't think I'd really feel it
    If a car swerved and hit me
    What does God got against me
    I've been doing stupid shit like
    ... and selling...
    I even tried to rob a bitch that got
    Raided by police
    I'm just glad it wasn't me
    And that keep me up at night
    But I'm used to losing sleep
    Because I live inside a house
    That's full of water neck deep
    So I'm always fucking fighting
    To keep my head above the water
    If I could walk on top of oceans
    I'd change the whole world and make it better for my mother
    And get a message from my sister
    That's just fucking fiction
    She out there flirting with addiction
    She don't got no time to call me
    Me you and our father
    All hopeless alcoholics
    If you get a chance to call me
    Just remember that I love you
    And I'll always be your brother

    [Hook]
    And there were times that I didn't want to live but
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

    [Verse 2]
    I remember being young
    I'd ask a lot of questions
    Like why's there so much hatred
    And why they call me crazy
    Mama said I fell from heaven
    Smacked my head on the pavement
    And that's why they call me crazy
    But that's why I love you baby
    And the day you stop fighting
    That's the day you turn crazy
    I could never pay you back
    But I'ma start with a Mercedes
    When I blow up I'mma get you everything you wanted now
    It'll never be the same
    Riding through H-town
    Got a chevy full of gas
    Roll the windows down
    Hope I find some peace of mind
    'fore the sun goes down

    [Hook]
    And there were times that I didn't want to live but
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

  33. o.... ....

    This song is a 10/10

  34. B.... F....

    Ameer :( 🤬 whyyyyyyy

  35. P.... F....

    Everybody loves you man i hope you still feel dat

  36. O.... ....

    Best solo work from anyone in Brockhampton hope he continues music and perhaps outshine them

  37. R.... D....

    I know Ameer has some troublesome accusations but this song still helps me whenever I feel down. I hope he gets the help he needs because he has helped me with this song everytime I get depressed these days

  38. M.... ....

    this song showed me a new light i never saw.

  39. B.... W....

    my sister had me listen to this...:'(

  40. J.... ....

    This is sad cuz, seeing the circumstances, the part, "For all the times I didn't wanna live, thank god I'm alive," is just sadder, its fucking depressing knowing that he's been kicked of his own brotherhood for accusations, BROCKHAMPTON to me felt like his family.

  41. F.... G....

    Ameer has been threw so much.
    No matter what I'm going to support ameer, everyone makes mistakes, I know what it feels like to have a rough time with family, suicidal thoughts, etc.
    Ameer doesn't deserve this, he deserves better. *Thank god you're alive ameer.*
    This song has a meaning to me, your mistakes were not the best, but we learn from them. Stay strong.💜🙌🙏💗

  42. Y.... t....

    I hate that I can relate to you so well

  43. T.... ....

    😢😢😢😢😢

  44. B.... Z....

    I love Ameer, he was my favorite on BH

  45. a.... o....

    please stay safe babe 

  46. N.... N....

    I just hope he still has this mindset right now. It's gonna be tough for him from now on...

  47. G.... ....

    This song sums it all up honestly, keep God with you homie. I believe you can face these issues and win ur battles . Lets all keep him, the boys and anybody else affected by this situation in our prayers.

  48. D.... C....

    this hits so hard. People always say that because rappers exaggerate their feelings and experiences in their lyrics that Ameer can't be trusted in his lyrics. I cant believe that, you cant hear this song and believe that. "And to the times that I didn't want to live... Thank God I'm alive."

  49. G.... M....

    i still love you

  50. t.... ....

    please be safe..

    t.... ....

    for real, hes been on my mind since the announcement. I cant even listen to BROCKHAMPTON without a heavy heart anymore. I hope he starts his own music career and soars, he deserves it man.

  51. s.... '....

    im honestly crying out here because this guy's career could be ruined because of an accusation that might not even be true. he's fought with who he used to be for so long. he been trying so hard to turn himself around. does that make cheating and lying okay? of course not. but he's actually grown. his song I'm Sorry truly shows how mad he is at who he used to be, and how desperate he is to change. you don't see songs like that very often in this industry.

    s.... '....

    schwul ' exactly, best thing to do is just support his future musical endeavors

    s.... '....

    Even if they were true it’s still sad. He’s openly hurting and admits to not being a great person, but people still villainize when he’s asking for help. Nigga makes fuego music tho.

  52. s.... '....

    ameer's solo music is so underrated. it's so beautiful and so personal. you don't see such emotional and personal music in this community all the time.

  53. M.... B....

    I think Ameer's abusive tendencies stem from the fact that he had never witnessed a healthy and happy relationship.

    M.... B....

    its probably from his abuse as a child...

    M.... B....

    You are what you surround yourself with. Like it or not people always pick up on the bad from their parents and abuse is one of those. Same goes with the friends you surround yourself with.

    M.... B....

    He never raped anyone

    M.... B....

    @Gabe Story a handful of months.

    M.... B....

    @Tylerr_ he's still cold and burning up

  54. S.... R....

    Thank God we alive

  55. D.... M....

    Ameer, I found out about you through Brockhampton. I always related to you the most ; like to the extent you’ve made a difference in my life. Keep it up man and I wish you the best.

  56. l.... g....

    H-town Love for Ameer ♥️ thank god for being alive

  57. O.... C....

    I was sitting there at my shit job at the end of the day hating my life its been so bad the past few years but then spotify randomly played this song and it made me remember all the good times instead of focusing on the bad. I want to thank this man this is a beautiful song and a blessing to have heard

    O.... C....

    AndyMasonVlogs123 damn

  58. C.... M....

    GOOD MUSIC 🤭🤫🤗🤭🤢🤮🤑💩💩🤡👺👹🤮🤮

  59. n.... ....

    okay, this is definitely his best

  60. B.... F....

    I feel so much hope

  61. C.... L....

    I learned a lot inside a year
    That handful of months
    Another turn around the sun
    I'm still cold and burning up
    Like a raisin in the sun
    And I'm numb from smoking blunts
    I don't feel it when they hit me
    Way my father used to beat me
    I don't think I'd really feel it
    If a car swerved and hit me
    What does God got against me
    I've been doing stupid shit like
    ... and selling...
    I even tried to rob a bitch that got
    Raided by police
    I'm just glad it wasn't me
    And that keep me up at night
    But I'm used to losing sleep
    Because I live inside a house
    That's full of water neck deep
    So I'm always fucking fighting
    To keep my head above the water
    If I could walk on top of oceans
    I'd change the whole world and make it better for my mother
    And get a message from my sister
    That's just fucking fiction
    She out there flirting with addiction
    She don't got no time to call me
    Me you and our father
    All hopeless alcoholics
    If you get a chance to call me
    Just remember that I love you
    And I'll always be your brother

    And there were times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

    I remember being young
    I'd ask a lot of questions
    Like why's there so much hatred
    And why they call me crazy
    Mama said I fell from heaven
    Smacked my head on the pavement
    And that's why they call me crazy
    But that's why I love you baby
    And the day you stop fighting
    That's the day you turn crazy
    I could never pay you back
    But I'ma start with a Mercedes
    When I blow up I'mma get you everything you wanted now
    It'll never be the same
    Riding through H-town
    Got a chevy full of gas
    Roll the windows down
    Hope I find some peace of mind
    'fore the sun goes down

    And there were times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    For all them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive
    And to them times that I didn't want to live
    Thank God I'm alive

  62. D.... J....

    I believe this is one of a kind and the feeling it gives me is indescribable. Ameer did a wonderful job of expressing his pain in such an honest and vulnerable way. I resonated with this son much that i made a piece to it that I’d love for anyone to check out: https://youtu.be/Q1ob-XhLLQQ thank you 🙏🏾

  63. N.... ....

    gives me tears everytime i listen

    N.... ....

    I feel you man, the honesty really permeates through the track but the chorus makes you glad that the hard times have shaped you into the person you are. I resonated with this a lot and made a piece to it I’d love for you to check it out: https://youtu.be/Q1ob-XhLLQQ thank you 🙏🏾

  64. A.... K....

    type of shit that gives me a reason to get up and go in the morning

  65. g.... k....

    _i don't think i would feel it if a car had swerved and hit me._

  66. S.... ....

    this is fucking art🔥🔥🔥💯💯 beautiful

  67. D.... D....

    3/5 salt
    1/5 butter
    1/5 cum

  68. W.... w....

    fuckin beautiful song <3

  69. j.... g....

    fuckin beautiful

  70. O.... C....

    Bro this deserves to blow up, forreal. Btw just a heads up, hopefully we can collab at some point when I save up money for my studio sets. And no, I am not your generic rapper guy, I actually have my own sound originality. Which in turn, can mix up well with your unique style as well. Keep it up man, you have great skill within you bro.

    O.... C....

    do you have a soundcloud?

    O.... C....

    wheres this music?