Aiko, Jhene - Oblivion (Creation) Lyrics
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin' without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin' without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter sight
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin' without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin' without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Sweet...
Sweet, sweet oblivion
Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking
[Dr. Chill:]
From the metaphysical to the physical
From the metaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
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Aiko, Jhene Oblivion (Creation) Comments
You NEVER know how your music, art or whatever you choose to express yourself will impact others. I am blown away by the love and support I’ve received from my previous comment. Someone found me on Facebook and told me that my words helped them. Wow! For those of you who responded to my previous comment, THANK YOU. I am so much better. I am on a journey to LIVING for me and even though the battle wages on, I love you all too. I’m still here, and I didn’t get pulled under the current.
I love you all! To anyone else who needs a friend or a listening ear, look my up on facebook.
P.s, I do write. I have some of my work on my Facebook as well as on my Instagram @littlegirlbehealed
💜
my bestfriend showed me this song and it spoke to us both on so many levels... my bestfriend passed away in november and this song has been on repeat everyday. 😞💔
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah ah
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Swee-ee-eet
Sweet oblivion, sweet oblivion
"Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking"
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
Hmmm
Best to listen in shower , to get a full cleanse to your spirit. Keeps your energy ❤️🌻
Beautiful Salute JHENE A.🎤👈🏼
Wow. Its about death. Like before birth. Oblivion. Nothing.
'The world has gone to shit, and I'm every bit a part of it... I may have started it.'
Hello November 2019 💕
The Lyrics:
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah ah
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Swee-ee-eet
Sweet oblivion, sweet oblivion
"Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking"
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
Hmmm
I love the opening lyrics. I feel the same way. We are all apart of this mess. We all have some part of the butterfly affect or w/e makes the world what it's become. Very clever lyric.
i cry every time
Whole lotta third eye shit being talked about in this song 👁 you ppl need to wake up and realize the truth 💯
My husband dedicated this song to me ❤️💋😭 I love you Ed. Cruz 💕☀️
I love her ... she speaks the words my soul cannot scream .. thank you for saving my life
Her music heals my soul
Still here til I die 😭
y’all I could literally fall asleep listening to her music 😩
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah ah
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Swee-ee-eet
Sweet oblivion, sweet oblivion
"Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking"
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
Hmmm
This is music that will literally get you out of depression and PTSD I swear
Anybody else put this on during an anxiety attack?
Wish I could go back I would go back to No one 💔
O B L I V I O N
YOOOOO, anyone else hear the drums in 3:17... Omfg
I've always loved her but this one in particular penetrates my very soul just mesmerising.
consiplating suicide .. jhene talked me out.
thank you.
bria miles thank God. The world needs you
i’m so glad❤️
You’re loved stay strong ❤️
You’re loved , you’re unique, you’re beautiful, you’re YOU . Don’t ever change ❤️❤️❤️
Wow. 2019 how did I just hear this album?? And this song, wtf I’m shocked 😱
This song made me cry. Thank you so much jhene.
The end of this song really speaks to my soul. Does anyone know if there’s a longer version?
Hey guys, I just posted a cover of Triggered! It would mean everything to me if you guys gave it a listen :) xoxoxoxoxo
Jhené is just that one artist that knows how to make you feel something when listening to her music
What's dr chill's real name???
This song means so much to my heart 💔
omg Dr chill is to real tho
This the the ultimate depression song hands down ... this song makes my soul leave my body!!
I could meditate to this...
I should meditate to this!
Didn't know Dr chill was her father everytime I burn my sage I think of the ending in the song.....
i still long for you...
i still love you......
never had an album give me this many chills...
She is my favorite period
Facts, for real!
How I been feeling lately
When she says “the worlds a fucking mess, it’s gone to shit and I’m every bit apart of it. I may have started it” just hits so hard 💯
"Oblivion wish I would go back I could go back to no one. Oblivion wish I would could go back I could go back to knowing sweet oblivion." These are the most raw lyrics I have ever heard. Queen Jhene got the juice. Trip is a masterpiece.
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah ah
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Swee-ee-eet
Sweet oblivion, sweet oblivion
"Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking"
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
Hmmm
I feel so lost and im hurt your only one by my side
Does anyone know the name of the song the guy is singing at the end🤔
shareejl1 it's not a song it's her dad speaking he has a song out tho
its like she knows me lol love this album ... every song helps me fight through the darkest days ... her music is so deep💓
This song ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭
This album is a masterpiece!
Who is singing at the end🙏🙏🙏
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah ah
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Swee-ee-eet
Sweet oblivion, sweet oblivion
"Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking"
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
Hmmm
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah ah
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Swee-ee-eet
Sweet oblivion, sweet oblivion
"Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking"
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
Hmmm
“There’s no loving without loosin there’s no living without bruisin” ..
soul movement
I really like her dads part🙌🏽☮
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah ah
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
I'm faking it
I try to find a greater shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
The world's a fucking mess
It's gone to shit
And I am every bit a part of it
I may have started it
I try to find a brighter side
An elevated, higher sight
It's out of sight, out of mind
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to nothing
My life's a fucking trip
It makes me sick
I am so jaded and I hate it
So I stay faded
Try to find a greener shade
To be the way
To lead the way
I need to wait
I need to stay
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Oblivion
Wish I would go back
I could go back to no one
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
There's no lovin without losin'
There's no livin' without bruisin'
There's no limit, no delusion
Sweet oblivion
Swee-ee-eet
Sweet oblivion, sweet oblivion
"Dear brother
Am I still asleep?
Last night I saw you
And you told me there was coin laundry on the moon
I met a boy, he wasn't right for me
But now that I'm alone
I can hear the spirits talking"
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the methaphysical to the physical
From the inside out
Let there be no doubt
Sage, means sagacity and intelligence
That's why the indigenous people burned it
To bring out the wisdom
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
If you talk to your plants, they will talk to you
And they will nourish you
Nourish you to a greater creation
Hmmm
This is so underrated
That last part scared the fuck out of me 😂😂
Be Love 🔑
i love you jhene #teampisces divine love you love you
I didn't think it could get more beautiful till you started talking to your brother 😫💕 So sorry for what you are going through love
Hitting a blunt to this song is life changing
I don't want to feel
When I die, I news this song to be playing in the background 😂
Ooh I love her hearing this in her jam session made me cry! My girl! Pisces women are so strong and deep!
Jhene Aiko dope asf ha musik have u smokn etc
Jhene thank you for showing us what real music sounds like. We love and respect you for that.
Sweet Oblivion
This song is perfect 😢
❤️🌊🌼 . #ForeverJhene
Prophet; I love how your lyrics and melody are both filled with value, meaning, depth, truth, raw and real sista x❤️
the dr. chill part always put me in the most smooth mood
Are souls are deeper like jhene Aiko, the realest music out now, for so long I was longing for this types of music and vibes. 🙏 peace love
Jhene is a constant hit maker
Love the buildup on this ❤️🌸
This song puts me in a conscious trance 😪😩
Her voice pulls on the strings of my heart. I can't explain
You can’t listen to Jhene without having snippets of your past life 😩
The truth
Moe Ski yessss
Her acapella brought me
From the metaphysical to the physical.
Anyone can understand this song but only those who been through pain can feel this song. Digging up residing emotions... beauty in struggle.
jhene I love your voice its smooth and jazzy and you beautiful im feeling your trip LP I love to sing too its my passion to tell you the trust if was in the music industry you be my wife fosho mami.i love to write music and source of stuff.im come to one of your concert one day the way vocal carries me its unexplainable boo dawn you fine.it give me divinity indigialous very original 1love darling you know ooh by the way my name is Amos Hicks
So deep n so true real shit
This song makes me cry ..
This beat gives me chills, the song too, and the ending!
117 people dislike this because of big sean
If you talk to your plants they will talk to you!❣️❣️❣️❣️🙅🙆🗣️🗣️🗣️💌💌💌💌👌🙌🤝👏👏👏👏👏👏👂👂👂✍️
Damn she is so .😫pretty
From the inside out let their be no doubt . wisdom
I ride to this all the time💘💘💘🔊🔊🔊🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶
Love her voice
dr chill at the end tho
Jhené i just love everything about you goddamn.
I don’t think I’ve ever related to anything more. Thank you jhene for truly being a light in my life in the darker times, you really are a gift to this world
this makes me question my own thoughts about existence and existence itself,shit hit me deep
Anyone else wrestle with running syndrome? I'm at a place where I want to run. Hop in the car and drive until the gas runs out. Smoking and blasting my favorite deep thinking music. Just let the wind whip and beat against my face. I've been forcing myself to sit still. I've been forcing myself to keep a neutral face. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling things so deeply. I'm sick of this damn illness. Sometimes I want to peel away my skin, my flesh and step out of my body. I want to switch brains with someone else. I want to plunge my soul in pine sol and wash away every dirty part of me. I want to start over...I want to be reborn. From inside utero I was surrounded by drugs, and muck. I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask for this shit. I feel like I died before I even lived. I want to die again but not a physical death. I just want to come back HEALTHY. I pop two pills of Lithium and I smoke and I read and I watch shows, and I breathe and I eat and I shit and I sleep and I do it all over again but GOD DAMN IT I'M NOT FUCKING LIVING! deep breath.
And I cry and I complain and then I shut down. And when the mania hits , I smile and I cry and I jump and I fuck like a rabbit. I want to cheat. I want an orgy. I want the high. I want to FEEL EVERY. THING.
but no. I stay still. I stare at the wall and I wonder
Why did she keep me
What is Gods plan
Is there a God
If so
Why me
What the hell do you want from me?
They all want something from me
I tattoo my skin
I take the hottest showers
I try and wash myself away
I want to wash away down the drain
I should have never spread my legs
I should have never fell in love
I should have never became a mother
I should have left without reason
I should have never been born
She should have swallowed me
She should have aborted me
She should have fucked another man for a hit
Because then they wouldn't have created me
I just want to sleep
Sleep until I die
And yet I want to live
What kind of bullshit is this
That trigger that pulls me from death
That pull to keep going
Their tiny giggles
Tiny hands and tiny feet
And they call me mommy
And I just want them to know
How hard I live for THEM
They only see the mask
They only see me trying and I am afraid of the day they see my truth
Mommy is sick
But she fought for you.
Single mother of three kids suffering from chronic pain and fatigue surrpunded by nothing but negativity
That was beautiful! I hope you find peace mami
Do magic mushrooms, it hits the reset button
Ever feel like you don’t know someone but when they express themselves. You know them automatically fighting all the urges of responsibility just wanting to leave it all but you still find a way to live and you feel like your living for other people but yet when your to yourself you say no I wanna live for me but it’s so fucking hard I totally understand but here is my advice to anybody fighting depression or anxiety maybe even suicide YOU MUST OUTLIVE YOUR ENEMIES THEY WILL WIN IF YOU GIVE UP! I love you all life is what you make it don’t feel sorry for yourself it’ll only make it worse people are selfish they use you for whatever it is they can get it’s like magic when you sit there like how ? it felt so real everything felt purposeful and meaningful but the man above won’t give you these battles if he knew you couldn’t handle it we are all survivors of a nightmare peace and love and blessings to you all✌🏽❤️.
Much love 💜