Agust D - The Last (마지막) Lyrics






[Romanized:]

Jal naganeun aidol raeppeo geu imyeone
Nayakhan jasini seo isseo jogeum wiheomhae
Uuljeung gangbak
Ttaettaero dasigeum dojyeo
Hell no eojjeomyeon geuge nae bon moseubil jido molla
Damn huh hyeonsirui goerigam
Isanggwaui galdeung apeune meoriga
Daeingipijeungi saenggyeo beorin ge yeolyeodeolsaljjeum
Geurae geuttaejjeum nae jeongsineun jeomjeom oyeom dwae
Gakkeumssik nado naega museowo jagi hyeomowa
Dasi nolleo wa beorin uuljeung deokbune
Imi minyungineun jugeosseo (naega jugyeosseo)
Jugeun yeoljeonggwa
Namgwa bigyohaneun ge
Naui ilsangi doe beorin ji orae

Jeongsingwareul cheoeum gan
Nal bumonimi ollawa
Gati sangdameul badatji
Bumonim wal nal jal molla
Na jasindo nal jal molla
Geureohdamyeon nuga alkka
Chingu? anim neo? geu nugudo nal jal molla

Uisa seonsaengnimi naege mureosseo
Jujeo eopsi naneun malhaesseo geureon jeok itdago

Beoreuscheoreom haneun mal uh
I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck
Geuttan maldeul jeonbuda uh
Nayakhan nal
Sumgiryeo haneun mal
Jiugopeun geuttae geurae
Gieok jocha naji anhneun
Eoneu gongyeonhaneun nal
Saramdeuri museowo hwajangsire
Sumeo beorin nareul maju hadeon na

Geuttae nan geuttae nan
Seonggongi da bosanghal jul aratji
Geunde marya geunde marya
Sigani jinal surok goemuri doeneun gibunya

Cheongchungwa majbakkun naui seonggongiran
Goemureun deouk keun bureul wonhae
Mugiyeotdeon yoksimi doeryeo
Nal jibeo samkigo mangchimyeo ttaeron mokjureul geone
Eotteon ideureun nae ibeul teureo
Mageumyeo seonakgwareul samkira hae
I don't want it
Geudeureun naega i dongsaneseo nagagil wonhane

Shit shit algesseunikka jebal geumanhae
I modeun ildeurui geunwoneun
Nanikka na seuseuro geumandulge
Nae bulhaengi nideurui haengbogiramyeon
Gikkeoi bulhaeng haejulge
Jeungoui daesangi naramyeon giyotine ollaseo julge

Sangsangman hadeon geosi hyeonsiri dwae
Eoril jeok kkumi nae nunape
Kkollang du myeong ape gongyeonhadeon
Jojbap ijen dokyodomi nae koape
Hanbeon saneun insaeng nuguboda
Hwakkeunhage daechung saneun geon amuna hae
My fan my hommie my fam
Geokjeong malgil
Na ijen jeongmal gwaenchanha damn

Nae bonjireul bujeonghaetdeon ge su charye
Nae jusoneun aidol bujeongeun an hae
Su charye jeongsineul pagodeuldeon gonoe
Banghwangui kkeut jeongdabeun eopseotne

Parameogeotdago saenggak haetdeon
Jajonsimi ijen naui jageungsim dwae
Nae fandeura tteostteosi
Gogaedeulgil nuga namankeum hae uh

Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo
Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun
Su man myeongdeurui gogae
Show me the money
Mot hange anira an han georago shit
Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge
Anira mot han georago shit
Nae changjagui ppurineun han sesang
Danmat sseunmat ttongmaskkaji da bwatji
Hwajangsil badage jameul cheonghadeon
Geuttaen ijen naege chueogine uh chueogi dwae
Baedal alba jung natdeon sago deokbune
Sibal baksari natdeon eokkae
Buyeojapgo haetdeon debwi neonega
Nugu apeseo gosaenghan
Cheokdeureul hae

Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo
Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun
Su man myeongdeurui gogae
Hani naheun na uh ttokttokhi nareul bwa uh
Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge
Anira mot han georago shit

[Korean:]

잘 나가는 아이돌 랩퍼 그 이면에
나약한 자신이 서 있어 조금 위험해
우울증 강박
때때로 다시금 도져
Hell no 어쩌면 그게 내 본 모습일 지도 몰라
Damn huh 현실의 괴리감
이상과의 갈등 아프네 머리가
대인기피증이 생겨 버린 게 18살쯤
그래 그때쯤 내 정신은 점점 오염 돼
가끔씩 나도 내가 무서워 자기 혐오와
다시 놀러 와 버린 우울증 덕분에
이미 민윤기는 죽었어 (내가 죽였어)
죽은 열정과
남과 비교하는 게
나의 일상이 되 버린 지 오래

정신과를 처음 간
날 부모님이 올라와
같이 상담을 받았지
부모님 왈 날 잘 몰라
나 자신도 날 잘 몰라
그렇다면 누가 알까
친구? 아님 너? 그 누구도 날 잘 몰라

의사 선생님이 내게 물었어
주저 없이 나는 말했어 그런 적 있다고

버릇처럼 하는 말 uh
I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck
그딴 말들 전부다 uh
나약한 날
숨기려 하는 말
지우고픈 그때 그래
기억 조차 나지 않는
어느 공연하는 날
사람들이 무서워 화장실에
숨어 버린 나를 마주 하던 나

그때 난 그때 난
성공이 다 보상할 줄 알았지
근데 말야 근데 말야
시간이 지날 수록 괴물이 되는 기분야

청춘과 맞바꾼 나의 성공이란
괴물은 더욱 큰 부를 원해
무기였던 욕심이 되려
날 집어 삼키고 망치며 때론 목줄을 거네
어떤 이들은 내 입을 틀어
막으며 선악과를 삼키라 해
I don't want it
그들은 내가 이 동산에서 나가길 원하네

Shit shit 알겠으니까 제발 그만해
이 모든 일들의 근원은
나니까 나 스스로 그만둘게
내 불행이 니들의 행복이라면
기꺼이 불행 해줄게
증오의 대상이 나라면 기요틴에 올라서 줄게

상상만 하던 것이 현실이 돼
어릴 적 꿈이 내 눈앞에
꼴랑 두 명 앞에 공연하던
좆밥 이젠 도쿄돔이 내 코앞에
한번 사는 인생 누구보다
화끈하게 대충 사는 건 아무나 해
My fan my hommie my fam
걱정 말길
나 이젠 정말 괜찮아 damn

내 본질을 부정했던 게 수 차례
내 주소는 아이돌 부정은 안 해
수 차례 정신을 파고들던 고뇌
방황의 끝 정답은 없었네

팔아먹었다고 생각 했던
자존심이 이젠 나의 자긍심 돼
내 fan들아 떳떳이
고개들길 누가 나만큼 해 uh

세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조
내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는
수 만 명들의 고개
Show me the money
못 한게 아니라 안 한 거라고 shit
우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게
아니라 못 한 거라고 shit
내 창작의 뿌리는 한 세상
단맛 쓴맛 똥맛까지 다 봤지
화장실 바닥에 잠을 청하던
그땐 이젠 내게 추억이네 uh 추억이 돼
배달 알바 중 났던 사고 덕분에
시발 박살이 났던 어깨
부여잡고 했던 데뷔 너네가
누구 앞에서 고생한
척들을 해

세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조
내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는
수 만 명들의 고개
한이 낳은 나 uh 똑똑히 나를 봐 uh
우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게
아니라 못 한 거라고 shit

[English translation:]

On the other side of the famous idol rapper
Stands my weak self, it's quite dangerous
Depression, OCD,
They keep coming back again from time to time
Hell no perhaps that might be my true self
Damn huh feeling estranged in reality
The conflict with ideal, my head hurts
Around the age of 18, sociophobia developed in me
Right, that was when my mind was gradually polluted
At times I'm scared of myself too,
Self hated and thanks
To the depression that takes over me
Min Yoongi is dead already (I'm dead)
Comparing my dead passion with others,
It's now a part of my daily life

On the first visit to psychiatric ward,
My parents came up with me
We listened to the consultation together,
My parents said they don't truly understand me
I don't understand myself well either,
Then who would understand?
Friend? Or you? Nobody knows me well

The doctor asks me
I answered without any hesitation that I have done

Habitual saying uh
I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck
All those words uh
Those words are said to hide my weak self
Those days I wish I could erase
Right, that performance day
Which I don't remember very well
The day I confronted myself
When I hid inside the toilet
Because I was scared of people

That time I, that time I
I thought success will make everything fine
But you see, but you see
As time goes by, I feel like I'm turning into a monster

I've exchanged my youth for success,
And that monster demands for more wealth
At times it puts a collar on my neck
To ruin and swallow me with greed
Some try to shut my mouth and say
I should swallow both good and evil
I don't want it
They want me to leave this hill

Shit shit I got it so stop it
I'm the root of all this so I'll stop myself
If my misfortune is your happiness,
I'll happily stay unfortunate
If I'm the figure of hate,
I'll get on the guillotine

The things I've imaged about turns into reality
My childhood dreams are in front of my eyes
The night when I performed in front of 2 audience
Now Tokyo Dome is right in front my nose
My one and only life,
I can easily live it passionately than any other
My fan my hommie my fam
I hope you don't worry
Because I'm really okay now damn

I've denied my nature many times
My address is idol and I won't deny
The anguish that dug into my mind countless times
There's no answer at the end of wandering

My pride which I thought I had given away
Has turned into self-respect
My fans, keep your head high with pride
Because who can do it like me uh

Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and gymnastic (stadium)
The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture
Show me the money,
It's not that I couldn't but I didn't shit
Selling ourselves or not,
You all say we couldn't do it but we didn't shit
The root of my creativity has tasted
The sweet, bitter and shit of this world
Those days when I laid down to sleep on the toilet floor,
It's all memories now uh they're now memories
My shoulder which shattered
Thanks to the accident I met
During my part time job
The debut which I clung as if it was my life
Who do you think you're fooling
By pretending you've gone through all the miseries

Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and gymnastic (stadium)
The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture
Sorrow created me uh look at me closely uh
Selling ourselves or not you all say
We couldn't do it
But we didn't shit





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  1. M.... d....

    AGUST D. When are you releasing a new mixtape? ? WAITING......WAITING.......😙

  2. �.... ....

    영상에 오타가 너무 많은 것 같습니다 맞춤법 확인 해주셨으면 좋겠습니다

  3. G.... T....

    So um I want to get into bts and if anyone could recommend songs like this that would be helpful

  4. C.... O....

    Min Yoongi...thank you for being strong and become who you are right now...

  5. T.... K....

    If you are crying ... You are same with us ...only depressed army can relatable... It's feel like suga went to my heart and what I am feeling he put in it lyrics 😭

  6. p.... ....

    the song that makes me relate so much to him. it hurts but people wont understand it. not even you yourself. this album is really all about him and i wonder how agust d 2 gonna come out and how it will change

  7. M.... A....

    I’m curious how many times Suga cried during this.....

  8. s.... s....

    I respect him.

  9. B.... A....

    This song is *infires*

  10. r.... 1....

    I get so much confidence energy to live because of this song?? Min yoongi changed my life

  11. �.... ....

    하진짜 민윤기 너무 멋있어 가사보면 맴찢이지만 진짜 멋있어ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ항상 들어도 질리지가 않아 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 아진짜너무멋있어민윤기다해라

  12. W.... S....

    I'm crying right now holy shit

  13. �.... ....

    제발 무사해줘

  14. D.... t....

    the fact that halsey listened to this and appreciated it 💜

  15. t.... p....

    How much expression! I love this rapper💜👑

  16. I.... B....

    I can relate to this so much

  17. E.... O....

    I'm crying ohhh, Thank you for everything Min Yoongi and I'm so proud of you! I will support you always! 👏😭💜 I love all BTS members and your songs are so good. I purple you all💜

  18. M.... Y....

    I seriously cried

  19. P.... H....

    I come after 3 year i listen this song.my life still fucked
    And i come for some strength from lyrics.

  20. F.... T....

    Suga ur the best

  21. C.... M....

    When I hear suga I feel life

  22. �.... ....

    진짜..개슬퍼... 우울증에다가 대인기피증이라니..저흰 팬이라고 하면서도 다 몰랐고.. 미안하네요..죄송하기도 하고...목줄을 건다는 건 자살시도까지 해봤다는거네..얼마나 힘들고 두렵고 무서웠을까..안아주고 싶다..

    �.... ....

    그냥 말표현이고...자살시도라고 하진 않았어요. 병원에서 일할때 그런 환자 본적 있는데 자해일거예요. 양팔 전체에 그은듯한 자국이 수십개가 있더군요....그래도 다행히 윤기는 심하게 고통스럽진 않았나봐요. 상처 하나도없이 깨끗한거 보니.

    �.... ....

    @gwajadanji 허어..ㅠㅠㅠ

    �.... ....

    @gwajadanji 알려주셔서 더 감사합니다!..ㅠㅠ

  23. M.... N....

    Halsey loves this song

  24. k.... ....

    imaging understanding these painful words without translation, i dont have a bias but if i had to, it would be suga ❤️

  25. K.... K....

    1:30 2:11 - 2:31

  26. R.... N....

    I want to post this here since I know a lot of people don’t know about what he meant by “ the memories i want to erase of that day i had that concert “ this incident happened in December 2015 , it was one of their HYYH concerts in Kobe Japan if you want to read everything happened at that time please check https://www.google.com/amp/s/aminoapps.com/c/btsarmy/amp/blog/151227-bts-in-kobe/YjLo_rjQIbuenlke1JL800qoqkb5XZ7WDrz

  27. K.... K....

    back after halsey said this was the song that made her want to collab with yoongi on her album

  28. o.... e....

    Everytime I saw the lyrics it just like a knife cut into my heart... I love you Yoongi!

  29. E.... L....

    Suga's poster and partial lyrics of The Last was exhibited on the wall of Harvard University Student Dormitory Please read this article https://www.koreaboo.com/stories/bts-suga-harvard-university-mather-house-mental-health-week-exhibit-armys-proud/

  30. C.... Z....

    came back because halsey also loved this song. i am glad other artists listened to BTS's mixtapes.

  31. T.... ....

    Halsey listened to this this song and even studied the lyrics and chose Yoongi as her collab partner for Sugas Interlude on her new Album, because he fits and has a perfect style for her ! Love Halsey and Yoongi

  32. Y.... L....

    Wowwww it has been along time since I listened to agustd mixtape. I came back cuz halsey mentioned this song and how she loves yoongi solo songs so much. So I immediately checked this song back and i I'm really glad that halsey reminded me of this masterpiece. Halsey also said tht she feels connected to yoongi's solo song and she said tht bts really inspired her. P/s : she's a fan of suga hahahahaahha

    Y.... L....

    Same even though I keep coming back to this mixtape, I came back to this particular song because of Halsey

  33. N.... ....

    Halsey wanted to collabrate with yoongi since she felt so connected to this song!! You know how proud im of yoongi!😭

  34. k.... g....

    I came here after halsey's story

  35. L.... ....

    HALSEY LISTENED TO "THE LAST" AND WAS INSPIRED TO COLLAB WITH YOONGI TO CREAT "SUGA'S INTERLUDE"


    GOD, I LOVE THEM BOTH

    L.... ....

    iam here after watching the interview..

    L.... ....

    Halsey is not an ordinary Western celeb. She is really friend of BTS and knows the members well. She knows about Agust D and reads the translation of his Korean lyrics to understand him more while other Western celebs only know Boy With Luv and dont even know Persona B-Sides and Halsey is out here reading lyrics of Agust D - The Last ♥

    L.... ....

    @TheNayer12 Yasss that's why we stan her and adore her so much compared to other celebs who collaborated wt our boys

    L.... ....

    @Faten Hanani I AM TOOO HAHAHAHAH

  36. m.... m....

    Halsey wanted collab after this song!!!

  37. I.... I....

    Suga hyung
    I love you ❤💜💜💜

  38. E.... A....

    he poured his whole heartu out im crying also i learned some very interesting words

  39. V.... V....

    Okey......

    Why so relatable?
    Why everyone do this to me?
    Why is this world like this?
    Why is my life like this?
    Why am *I* like this?

  40. S.... M....

    I'm so Sad.If I am singer I will write a song that describe all about my feelings.People Don't believe I'm depression because of my smile habit.But,if they could read my mind,they would be in tears

  41. L.... f....

    my boyfriend nwn
    :v

  42. H.... I....

    I look up to Yoongi a lot bc I can relate to the first half of this song a lot & I think it's amazing he got through this...

  43. S.... N....

    HOW IS THIS THE SAME BOI WHO SANG SEESAW EYE-

  44. �.... ....

    저 학교 가면서 이거 듣고 있었는데 남사친이 와서 니 뭐듣냐?ㅋ하면서 이어폰 한쪽 빼서 걔가 들은 순간 시발 박살이 났던 어깨가 나와서 걔가 놀래가꼬ㅠㅠ야 이거 욕..나오는데......??이러고ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ난장판이여써욤ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ윤기오빠!!
    이제 아무도 뭐라할 수 없어요옵!

  45. R.... P....

    To Our Yoongi:


    Thank you for staying
    Thank you for breathing
    Thank you for not giving up
    Thank you for being strong
    Thank you for all you do
    Thank you for being there
    Thank you for helping those when no one helped you
    Thank you for giving it your all
    Thank you for being you
    And there are still a million other things I can thank you for. We love you Min Yoongi <3

  46. N.... S....

    I’m trying to imagine what his parents would have felt like when they watched this?

  47. M.... V....

    My mom thinks that I started becoming the way I am from my phone, but really it was always with me starting at 4 when I could remember and see far enough when I started school, I don't know why I'm saying this so many people normalize this or don't understand what's all going through my head

    But it felt nice to do this

  48. b.... t....

    Sometimes i wish i was this min yoongi . Sometimes i wish i was as strong as this man is . Sometimes i wish i was half as strong as this man. Oh wait i said sometimes ? I mean all the time .

  49. 1.... a....

    2:30 - Yep thats it. Im crying.

  50. 1.... a....

    GEEZ WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????? EVERYTIME I LISTEN TO THIS SONG I ALWAYS THINK SHUT UP! SHUT UP! Geez. It really hurts me alot that suga is going through this. I know how he feels though but even that doesn't comfort me. It makes me really want to cry. I really don't want him to go through this. If you are a true ARMY then you will be able to feel my emotions through this single comment.
    Plz like is you agree.😩😭😢😞😖
    Please get better Yoongi.

  51. H.... B....

    Lil meow

  52. A.... K....

    0:16 가박이 아니라 강박아닌가요?
    아.. 제가 잘 몰라서 여쭤보는거인데
    혹시 기분나쁘시면 죄송해요

  53. �.... ....

    is it bad that i can relate to every single lyric of this song?

  54. K.... S....

    I am listening this first time ....What to say I was dumb that I didn't heard this before ..I am so touched its amazing..I loved it and even created more respect for Min Yoongi .

  55. k.... v....

    11.2019. I'm still crying whenever I heard this. 💜

  56. J.... Y....

    I felt it....this is me Im losing my self , and I dont know whats happening ,I feel like I wanna run away ..i didnt know what to do already..I built myself a wall , I dont easily trust , i feel like I dont have emotion I feel like a rock..

  57. p.... p....

    I respect Yoongi so much. He is such a strong, powerful person. I love him, he honestly deserves the world.

  58. f.... a....

    I love this man so much
    But is there any way to protect him?
    I just don't want to lose him

  59. t.... 9....

    Basically my bais is Min Yoongi cuz he is a person that i see myself in
    I relate to him so much ik what he felt
    I respect and love him so much and i learned from him to stand on my legs once again and don't give up
    Ppl were so mean to me i stayed silent and didn't let anyone to know how i feel , ppl were saying that I'm a useless person, a person with no goal , unsuccessful . Till i saw bts
    I saw that my problem was nth like yoongi's but i felt how to be alone and left out .
    I fought back and stand on my legs , i studied hard and worked hard on myself and now I'm in college 1st year studying English literature. I love myself now i love who i am I'm so proud of myself to reach this point in life and ily min yoongi thank u .

  60. �.... ....

    그러게요
    누가 민윤기만큼 합니까

  61. K.... D....

    슈가 정신 똑바로 잡어라 니뒤에 니 고생 본사람들 아는사람들이 더많고 한국 안에서 뿐만이 아니라 세꼐사람이 널사랑하고 니고생을 다 지켜봤다 너의 마음도 다 알고 니 힘들었던것도 다 알어 엄한생각 하지말아라 이쁜 윤기는 그런거 하는거 아니야 알지?

  62. C.... W....

    I mean obviously it is not all countries of the World, but I just came across this List of Helphotlines for these kinds of issues for a few countries...in case anyone struggles with one or multiple of those Issues described in this Song. I hope it helps you to get help. You are worth it (the good shit not the bad)



    https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

  63. s.... e....

    how the fuck can someone dislike this song like what i swear there is some sick people stupid af out here my man suga do your thing baby fuck the other <3

  64. N.... J....

    im so proud of him
    im happy he didnt give up
    im happy i got to know him
    im happy he's my bias
    im happy to be born in the same era as him
    min yoongi saranghae! <3

  65. N.... S....

    Can smn please tell me what concert was he talking about ???

    N.... S....

    Nour Sisi it was one of their HYYH concerts in Japan back in December 2015 there’s a blog explaining everything https://www.google.com/amp/s/aminoapps.com/c/btsarmy/amp/blog/151227-bts-in-kobe/YjLo_rjQIbuenlke1JL800qoqkb5XZ7WDrz

  66. �.... ....

    저는...방탄에게 고맙고도...미안합니다...사랑을 주는거왜에는..해줄수있는게 없어서..

  67. �.... ....

    맞춤법 거슬리는 부분이 있지만,..

  68. Z.... A....

    My favorite 3:09

  69. A.... C....

    i basically listen to this song for the first time when i was struggling with my depression. i feel him a lot like having panic attack, suicidal thoughts and all. this song really mean a lot to me because it taught me how to stand up during rough time of my life. i've been fighting depression and bipolar for more than 3 years now and this song really help me.

    *THANKS SUGA FOR ALWAYS BEING STRONG FOR ARMY DOR ALL THIS YEARS*

  70. F.... N....

    Min-Yoongi (Suga) born in Daegu, South Korea, into a poor family. Growing up, he was a good student in school, but rather than paying attention in class, he spent his time writing lyrics on scraps of paper instead as a means of pursuing his passion for music. He did mention that he was inspired to make music after listening to “Epic High” which he heard in sixth grade.
    .・゜゜・☆♬○♩●♪✧♩ .・゜゜♩✧♪●♩○♬☆ .・゜゜・
    However, when his parents found out about this, they were more than angry. They threw away all of his lyrics and forced him to focus more on his studies. It was around the same time that Yoongi began developing an interest in basketball; he was extremely good at it and would play with the kids afterschool and on the weekends. There are several clips of Yoongi playing point guard and making three-pointers with accuracy.

    But music was always his passion, and he continued producing despite his parents’ disapproval. At the age of 13, he began composing works and learned how to use MIDI by then. Because of the poor condition of his family, he was forced to work, but he decided to go to other places to sell his music on the streets. However, it was extremely hard to sell music, and Yoongi in both interviews and his music talks a lot about being scammed (people cheated him out of his money) for his music. One of the most heartbreaking lines he’s said was that when he tried to buy a $2 bowl of noodles, he didn’t have enough money to take the bus home; often times, he had to choose between eating and taking the bus and even more often, went hungry.

    Yoongi became part of the underground rapper team known as D-Town (Daegu Town) and took on the name Gloss. An iconic rap of his goes by the title 518–062, which signifies the issue that Gwangju's area code is 062 and 518 is the date of Gwangju Democratization movement.

    Around this same time, Yoongi auditioned for BigHit’s “Hit It!” audition. After auditioning, he placed 2nd out of all the rappers, and landed a spot as a trainee. He was eventually approached by Bang PD-nim himself, who promised Yoongi he would be in a rapper group with little to no choreography and heavy emphasis on his producing ability. Yoongi accepted, and he was then introduced to Namjoon. From that day, he and Namjoon have lived together (they’ve lived together the longest out of everyone in Bangtan), and they began waiting for the rest of the members.

    While as a trainee, however, Yoongi began working as a newspaper delivery boy. When delivering papers, however, he was struck by a car in a hit-and-run accident which completely damaged his shoulder. Rather than telling anyone, he kept the secret to himself and fought through the pain as he practiced as a trainee under BigHit, afraid that if he told them that he would lose his career with them. To this day, Yoongi does not have full motion in that shoulder and he no longer is able to b-boy (special type of freestyle dance) because of it.

    As a result, Yoongi began developing mental health concerns. He developed severe depression and social anxiety which still affects him to this day. In his song “The Last” in his Agust D album, he talks about his mental disorders which were severe enough to lead him to see a psychiatrist, and implied in the same song that he has thought about suicide (the beeping noise right before it turns to him rapping about how he’s okay now). During the HYYH era, Yoongi’s social anxiety got to him, and BTS was forced to cancel a concert because Yoongi was unable to perform. Two days later, he posted a long and emotional self-reflection about himself (transcript link below):

    160110 Suga’s Tweets

    Today, Yoongi is a rapper, a Korean Copyright Music Association recognized producer, one of the most outspoken Korean idols about LGBT rights and mental illness, two extremely taboo topics in South Korea, and of course, one of the seven members in BTS, arguably the world’s biggest boy band at the moment. All of his lyrics are extremely reflective of himself and society, and he isn’t afraid to talk about society-consciousness issues. He has extremely thought-provoking lyrics and quotes which continue to prove the beauty Yoongi brings to the world. Furthermore, Yoongi continues to inspire people all around the world, and continues turning people’s lives around, especially those who are also fighting depression and mental illness. Some of his best works (in my opinion in terms of lyrics) include:

    •The Last (Agust D)

    •Tomorrow (BTS)

    •So Far Away (Agust D)

    •Intro: Never Mind (BTS)

    •Intro: The Most Beautiful Moment in Life (BTS)

    •First Love (BTS)

    •Agust D (Agust D)

    Yoongi’s early life has been filled with pain and hardship, but right now, he has well-deservedly reaped the rewards for his pain. Min Yoongi continues to be one of the most respected members in this community and is one of my biggest role models. I really hope that this inspires those reading it of the man he is, and appreciate and respect him as much as I do💕💕💕💕💕💕

  71. S.... V....

    The world most power full weapon is suga the last song

  72. K.... T....

    I am 13 and I didnt even know it but its so cleat. I have social phobia. I cant even Talk to People how i dont know. Some Time its hard vor me to ist in the Subway or in the Bus. It feels like every one is starring.

  73. R.... D....

    " they got counseling with me, they said they hardly know me (py parents).
    I don't even know myself so who can know me?
    As time passes by, I feel like i'm becoming a monster.
    The cause of all those issues is me"
    Goddamn. It hurts, but it's such a relief to hear that someone else get thro all this shit too.
    How did you get out of this dark room Yoongi? I just need to know how

  74. R.... D....

    Oh damn, it hurts. The way those lyrics hit my soul, i just have the impression i'm meeting the same dark place he met one day, and it frecking hurts. Shit.

  75. B.... w....

    1:59~2:31

  76. B.... w....

    1:27~1:35

  77. m.... l....

    그래미 노미 ㅜㅜ 내가수가 더 힘들겠지만 이렇게 우울 착잡한 날엔 윤기님 랩으로 멘탈 세신을 해요.. 세이코에서 롤렉스, 악스에서 체조💜

  78. j.... s....

    To all the people who dislike this yall just a heartless jealous little human who is hateful to our armys bts will be the top number one group that makes us love ourselves let's make them proud who agree comment if you don't just pass. ( Bts)!!!♡

  79. B.... G....

    ♥️♥️♥️

  80. �.... ....

    민윤기 맘고생 많이 했구나

  81. �.... ....

    이 노래 아미 친구가 처음 들려줬을때 겁나 충격받았던 기억이...

  82. S.... m....

    i wanna give him a hug now.... Idk why but i just want to

  83. c.... B....

    I still thank God and Yoongi for Releasing this.

    I thank him for staying strong 💪
    I'm so glad Bangtang is his brothers and We are his ARMY 😭💜

  84. T.... l....

    Off stage he is our Lil meow meow but when he is on the stage rapping he roar like a lion. Respect
    Damn I love him so much he is indeed a dangerous man 😭😭😭

  85. T.... L....

    the way he says his name made me uwu despite the lyrics

  86. Y.... C....

    This song has the most powerfull message I have ever seen,Min Yoongi is indeed an angel and I love him.😭❤

  87. M.... R....

    This song gives me goosebumps every. single. time.

  88. �.... ....

    613만회... 방탄 데뷔일 생각난다

  89. S.... W....

    Okay holy shit I wasn't expecting to like this as much as I do, but damn it's so good.

  90. S.... W....

    Min Yoongi....!! I am SO Proud of YOU!!! Fighting! 💜

  91. Y.... e....

    한국인 없길래 댓글 달아봅니다..
    이노래는 우리 융기씌 숨소리가 그렇게 좋더라...

  92. S.... S....

    한국어 가사 자막 몇 군데가 틀렸어요... 노래는 정말 완벽하게 멋져요!!

  93. �.... ....

    613만회 축하 드려요

  94. E.... B....

    MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI MIN YOONGI

  95. H.... W....

    Suga it’s not your fault you were ill that concert 💜😞

    H.... W....

    im know suga is amazing man bts is time dreams im love as take care marta 19822

  96. �.... ....

    혹시 저 삐—가 자해???인가요?

    �.... ....

    그렇게 알고 있어요

  97. T.... T....

    A lot of Yoongi stans pick Yoongi as their bias because they can relate to his struggle with SA and depression and his personality in general. I just wanna say i love u guys and take care of yourself. It hurts when perfect angels feel far from perfect..

    T.... T....

    💜💜💜

  98. �.... ....

    왜 댓글이 다영어야ㅜㅜ 나영어 몰르 는데ㅜ

  99. J.... ....

    i know i'm coming back to this video after such a long time, but please PLEASE stop commenting about Jonghyun on a video that's not related to him in the slightest. those comments will be deleted. i'm just letting you know.

    J.... ....

    Who Is Jonghyun? (I'm ignorant lol)

    Edit: Is he SHINEE leader?

    J.... ....

    @Kyoko Saikou No, but he was a beloved member of SHINee. In December of 2017, he commited suicide because of all the pressure of being an idol. It was so big because he was an SM idol, which is one of the biggest entertainment companies in South Korea. Many people relate depressed idols with Jonghyun because he openly made songs about his depression.

    J.... ....

    Thankyou for this jeonilysm💜

    J.... ....

    I understand your point of view dear <3