Adema - Speculum Lyrics






There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation
What about me?
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand

(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me

The guilt has lasted years, still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know?
Don't you trust in me?
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand

(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday

(How I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(How I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday





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  1. S.... E....

    Can't ever forget about these guys

  2. M.... ....

    Первая =(

  3. h.... ....

    I cannot reach that soul
    You're probably watching over us
    Know that I think of you
    It's killing me

  4. S.... W....

    I love my daughter so fucking much. I'll die one day, happy to know her today.
    ♥️
    Amen.
    Thanks babe, I love u

  5. A.... ....

    There's so many people dying
    You complain about your situation
    What about me?
    Half the world wouldn't know
    What it's like to lose your seed
    Maybe you can understand

    I cannot reach that soul
    You're probably watching over us
    Know that I think of you
    It's killing me

    The guilt has lasted years, still cry
    It was all planned out
    Why was I last to know?
    Don't you trust in me?
    The table's cold, it's too late
    To make up for these mistakes
    Maybe you can't understand

    I cannot reach that soul
    You're probably watching over us
    Know that I think of you
    It's killing me
    (How I feel)
    If I would have known 
    I can't say what I would have done 
    If you could forgive
    I'd like to rest with you someday

    I cannot reach that soul
    You're probably watching over us
    Know that I think of you
    It's killing me
    (How I feel)
    If I would have known 
    I can't say what I would have done 
    If you could forgive
    I'd like to rest with you someday

  6. a.... w....

    Sayang gak dibikin video klipnya,padahal lagunya bagus banget

  7. P.... ....

    You know this song goes fucking on when they call you emo and goth n such.... fuck

  8. 5.... ....

    This album was fire man. Haven’t listened in a long ass time yet everything is fresh in my mind...ridiculous

    5.... ....

    It's crazy that you still know all the lyrics after many years :)

    5.... ....

    Ikr
    Part of me.

  9. B.... ....

    они поют ещё ? или завязали?

  10. V.... t....

    So good

  11. T.... L....

    Amazing song

  12. M.... M....

    Work of art mutafuckas

  13. W.... ....

    you complain about your situation but what about me best line but to be honest this whole song is great but if the songs meaning relates to you sorry

  14. 2.... ....

    I forgot about this song. One of my favorites off this album.

  15. c.... m....

    Безнадега.ру(иванушки)))

  16. c.... m....

    В небе чистая вода
    Тучи тучи на ветру
    Пишешь адрес в никуда
    Безнадега.ру))))

  17. m.... ....

    Been in this place about 7 years ago... I am pro life bc I would not want anyone to live with the scar

    m.... ....

    pro life unless the mothers life is at risk or rape

    m.... ....

    @marsvenus2010 Awesome

  18. G.... ....

    In times when Adema was good.

    G.... ....

    isn't that all the time?

    G.... ....

    @Roy .G. Biffed no...only 2 first albums are good.

  19. s.... ....

    Love this song. Need to use a picture with Mark in it though.

  20. A.... L....

    amazing band

  21. b.... ....

    This song goes deep and makes me hate my life and feel depress.

  22. M.... ....

    This is a good song but it's so fucked up

  23. K.... M....

    This is such a good song,but it's also very sad if you really listen to the words and understand what it's about.

    K.... M....

    i complain about people dieing

    K.... M....

    Its about abortion, hes mad his chick didnt tell him she terminated their child without his consent. Let this be a Lesson for you ladies... dont be all baby killing behind our backs, you dont know what we want... which is clear as fuck if you bout to go baby killing... idgaf... i dont want to hear the baby/fetus aint alive and shit... dont be a ho and skippin days on birth control if cant handle and perform that extremely tiring, hard labor, time consuming task of taking 1 pill a day... shouldnt be sitting on my dick then. ladies need to man up take responsibility, ditch #metoo, kick your hippie liberal leader to the curb (H.Clinton) and do you... just be responsible and accountable, fuck, is it too much to ask for you to take accountability of your own shit? Sorry for my rant, sick of these libtards wanting govt handouts, personal bailouts every way and in between while sitting at home being a fucking bum while rest of us work... fuck you if youre that dude... weak, pathetic POS disgrace to man... cut your dick off dont deserve it mangina boy... yes i know the actual definition of 'mangina' you fucking triggered, libtard trolls, Blow me.
    Do not bring Trump into this.. idgaf about the dude even though he represents my political party.

  24. D.... K....

    There's so many people dying....joke, just five!

  25. t.... ....

    Ah so fucking nice, i used to listen to Adema 7 years ago when i was 14/15 and the feeling from back then never went away

    t.... ....

    tforal2 I listened to adema 15 years ago and the feeling I get hasn't changed either.

  26. S.... ....

    to my child<3

  27. r.... v....

    Great song though, maybe It's just cause this band was one of the first bands I started listening to after I realized what i really liked.

  28. r.... v....

    You can tell that's what's it is about just by listening.

  29. D.... W....

    @KyleHeresy It's deffo about an abortion. Look up "speculum" and what it's used for and where it's placed on a woman...

    Plus, read the lyrics.

  30. b.... i....

    love this song of them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!awante adema sos lo mejor

  31. T.... ....

    His voice is so cool..... that trademark Davis-family moan

    T.... ....

    It's All in the family.

  32. w.... r....

    adema ,korn ...?
    amazing >.<

  33. t.... ....

    I hate this song, for how it only reminds me of the seeds that were taken from me, 2 knowingly, young and dumb.. not thinking of how it will affect my life later... 2 unknowingly.. how could you.. 4 years together... behind my back? If I could go back I would have never given the okay to take your soul before you even had one... i'll always love you, always thinking of you. if i could trade places with them i would...

  34. J.... ....

    This song makes me feel down but i love the way it sounds so i keep listening to it

  35. 7.... ....

    excelente cancion me sheco un vergero

  36. D.... W....

    mark chavez and johnathon davis r half bros. and i lvoe the both bands well old them but thats ok adema's original line up is back!!!

  37. t.... ....

    @Jthizz86 This song is about abortion...

  38. R.... ....

    "Adema formed as a five-piece, rock band from Bakersfield, California consisting of lead singer Mark Chavez (half brother of Korn's Jonathan Davis)". -Wikipedia.

  39. J.... H....

    @kornboarder698

    Nope, it's his cousin.

  40. J.... H....

    @kornboarder698

    Nope, Mark Chavis is his cousin.

  41. S.... P....

    this song is the world to me, i havent cried in a long time and everytime i listen to it full i cant help but break down and think what might have been...

  42. T.... ....

    This remindes me of Korn. Good Music!!

  43. c.... ....

    @KyleHeresy No. A girl that was friends with the band wrote it about her abortion.

  44. K.... ....

    @captivesparrow Actually it's not about abortion it's about losing his parents.

  45. K.... P....

    @captivesparrow wow

  46. T.... A....

    wow mark was the best there new singer has nun of the passion or commitment like this

  47. a.... ....

    so so glad marky is back woot finally ....... there touring this year yay

  48. C.... ....

    this song kicks major ass =P

  49. P.... ....

    End Abortion Now !

  50. K.... ....

    the song is great